confused
so ya, i haven't wrtitten in this journal in a long ass time. but, what to say...
i've been going through many different changes lately. nothing out of the ordinary like a sex change or anything. but, i got accepted to soma institute for massage therapy. i'm going to be starting that in the fall. i'm really excited cause i haven't been in school for around three years. it's actually weird. i like it, but i'm confused in the sense that i going to have a degree at the end august of next year. also, i broke up with nick. or actually, he broke up with me. i guess i have to say that i wasn't expecting that. maybe it was for the better. i liked him a lot, but with the death of my ex, it's really hard for me to say the special words necessary for some people to continue a relationship. i haven't said i love you to anyone in four years. i'm sure i'll learn again soon. but, only time can answer that. i sure hope his oppoeration went well and that he is happy.
on other subjects, i am starting to see a boy by the name of steven. i met him a a party the night before pride. and then, out of the blue, he came to the party i had at my house on the day of pride. he also knew cale, my roomate. he went to school with him. what a wierd coincidence. i don't knoiw what we are doing now. i think we're dating. but, i don't know exactly what he wants out of it. i really do like him. hopefully, this one will last. and maybe one day i will finally be able to say i love you. if not with him, don't know with who. so, on that note,
that's all folks.
much love to anyone and everyone,
jr
i've been going through many different changes lately. nothing out of the ordinary like a sex change or anything. but, i got accepted to soma institute for massage therapy. i'm going to be starting that in the fall. i'm really excited cause i haven't been in school for around three years. it's actually weird. i like it, but i'm confused in the sense that i going to have a degree at the end august of next year. also, i broke up with nick. or actually, he broke up with me. i guess i have to say that i wasn't expecting that. maybe it was for the better. i liked him a lot, but with the death of my ex, it's really hard for me to say the special words necessary for some people to continue a relationship. i haven't said i love you to anyone in four years. i'm sure i'll learn again soon. but, only time can answer that. i sure hope his oppoeration went well and that he is happy.
on other subjects, i am starting to see a boy by the name of steven. i met him a a party the night before pride. and then, out of the blue, he came to the party i had at my house on the day of pride. he also knew cale, my roomate. he went to school with him. what a wierd coincidence. i don't knoiw what we are doing now. i think we're dating. but, i don't know exactly what he wants out of it. i really do like him. hopefully, this one will last. and maybe one day i will finally be able to say i love you. if not with him, don't know with who. so, on that note,
that's all folks.
much love to anyone and everyone,
jr