Feb 01, 2005 18:19
so, here i am still in venezuela, for another ten days. missing everyone back in chicago. i wish i could there, to make sure that everything is going well, and that my boys are safe and sound. my little darren just turned 18. god, i cant believe that he growing so quickly. by the time he turns 21, hopefully ill have already passed away, cause i think that will be my undoing. also, my stephen is turning 22 now. hes growing like i never expected. in the last month in a half, he has shown me how in fact capable he can be. when he wants things to go his way, he pushes like no other. it surprises me how stubborn he can get when you piss him off. in exactly eight days, i will have done my eye surgery, lazer surgery in order to not be dependent on my glasses. finally, i will be able to wake up in the morning and se the sunshine. he he. on that note, i miss everyone back in chicago, soon i will there with them.
gotta go,
untill next time,
jr