Now & ... From now on
Hey girls!
Look I know I haven’t been posting a lot lately but that’s many due to lack of time and internet accessibility. Sorry about that. But, now I am going to post something every Monday (at least) because I can do it all from school.
Things have been kind of screwy lately and I’m sorry for that dearest. I know it’s hard on you to see me, or in more relative terms not see me, like this. But I really have to fight it without the use of med’s. I know seeing me depressed is not the most encouraging thing and not being allowed to talk to me makes it even harder, and if I didn’t have the faith in you and in God that I do I wouldn’t be putting you through all this. You don’t know how much it means to me that you are sticking by me in this troubling time and this will get better, please… be your self… stay strong and joyful … I’m right there in sprit.
Amanda, darling, I hope your having a blast I now that what ever is happening you are strong enough to overcome it, you always have been. A couple of things though;
1st: lately I’ve been thinking a lot about you and what you did for me a little over a year ago. Thank you. Yes its true my depression has come back, but don’t worry, I’m not going to let it cripple me this time.
2nd: I need your phone number again I lost it and I would like to talk to you as this is so impersonal.
3rd: I don’t think I will be there on Thursday I think I’m working that night. But I am looking into a time were I might come see you so if you could tell me when it would be convenient that would help a lot.
Well my lovelies that’s all for today I have to get to class or I’ll be late. Can’t wait to see the two of you. Amanda stay cool. Tazy stay hot. And know that the both of you are in my prayers and thoughts all the time.
Bye
Look I know I haven’t been posting a lot lately but that’s many due to lack of time and internet accessibility. Sorry about that. But, now I am going to post something every Monday (at least) because I can do it all from school.
Things have been kind of screwy lately and I’m sorry for that dearest. I know it’s hard on you to see me, or in more relative terms not see me, like this. But I really have to fight it without the use of med’s. I know seeing me depressed is not the most encouraging thing and not being allowed to talk to me makes it even harder, and if I didn’t have the faith in you and in God that I do I wouldn’t be putting you through all this. You don’t know how much it means to me that you are sticking by me in this troubling time and this will get better, please… be your self… stay strong and joyful … I’m right there in sprit.
Amanda, darling, I hope your having a blast I now that what ever is happening you are strong enough to overcome it, you always have been. A couple of things though;
1st: lately I’ve been thinking a lot about you and what you did for me a little over a year ago. Thank you. Yes its true my depression has come back, but don’t worry, I’m not going to let it cripple me this time.
2nd: I need your phone number again I lost it and I would like to talk to you as this is so impersonal.
3rd: I don’t think I will be there on Thursday I think I’m working that night. But I am looking into a time were I might come see you so if you could tell me when it would be convenient that would help a lot.
Well my lovelies that’s all for today I have to get to class or I’ll be late. Can’t wait to see the two of you. Amanda stay cool. Tazy stay hot. And know that the both of you are in my prayers and thoughts all the time.
Bye