Well Of Misery
Well Of Misery, originally uploaded by jqmark.
Everyday i feel like i am dying but every morning i wake up any way. Once i get over my surprise disappointment sets in. Each night amazed that i some how made it i cant fathom how i will face the
next. There seems no end to this pathetic cycle of pain and desperation. More accurately no way out. Thats the thing with depression it makes you feel helpless to change anything. I know i need to see
a psychiatrist get on some happy pills to help me through the worse bits but i am so totally unable to do the first thing to help myself. Even when i find a way to kill the pain for a while i an truly
miserable. I dont know what it is going to take for me to get through this honestly i am not sure at times if i am going to get through this. I keep thinking this cant go on.