AaaaaAarGh!
AaaaaAarGh!, originally uploaded by jqmark.
As I sat alone with my melancholy a voice said "Cheer up, things could be worse". So I cheered up and sure enough things got worse. I have not suffered depression this bad before. I have exhausted all
my resourcesand do not have the strength the pull myself out of it. Every thing is wrong. I have on money and my rent is already late. I cant sleep and hurt like hell. Some how I have to be up at 5:30
tomorrow morning to fly to Montana for the next 3 days. I am breaking in to little pieces. Each morning it gets harder to convince myself that it is worth getting out of bed. I feel like a cat looking
for a porch to crawl under so that i can die alone. Some thing has got to give and soon. i am at critical velocity and still have a long way to go before i can even see the ground. Yes i am feeling
sorry myself some one has to. Sorry if havent been returning phone calls or emails it might take while before I get caught up so please be patient.