Thoughts on a hot day
So, characteristic Memphis weather is in effect. A few days ago it was cool weather and now it is blazing hot with little hope of relief. Might as well get used to it I suppose. So, I have some new thoughts for a career that are really just old thoughts coming back to me. I think I may go with this one but I am a long way from any decision on that front. Much prayer and thought will go into this decision at least over the next year. Yea, that's how big it is.
On another note, I feel the need unfortunately to defend myself. I usually do not feel this way unless I have been unfairly represented. I have but in this case I will make no direct rebuttal. I will say, however, that despite the fact that I am replying in kind, I do not like ambiguous online remarks. Furthermore, and finally on this subject, I do not hate anyone. Most recently I have felt an overwhelming peace and overfilling of God's love, mostly because I have allowed myself to be subject to it and I have stopped fighting it. On that note, I turn to things at home.
My sisters and my mom return tomorrow with my cousin Dominique. I must say I am disappointed for many reasons. The prime reason for my disappointment is that Sam is not returning with them. I had hoped he would be here to hang out but, alas, this is not so. It is good that he is staying with my cousin Danielle though because she leaves for boot camp in a few weeks and she will not be back for a while. My thoughts and prayers go with her. She is strong though so I think she will be alright. Another reason for my disappointment is my lack of privacy and peace. I have grown fond of it. Lastly, I have to move rooms. I love my grandmother's room, it is spacious and comfortable, however, I do not have anywhere to put anything. I have to repack all my clothes and live out of my bags again. Not to mention the moving of everything from Sarah's room. I will get used to it in time to move back to Samford though. And then the fun begins. Yet another haircut today, this one feels awesome though. I can say it doesn't look half bad. A million times better than the scraggly hair of months gone by. Well, time to move the rest of my stuff. Later.
On another note, I feel the need unfortunately to defend myself. I usually do not feel this way unless I have been unfairly represented. I have but in this case I will make no direct rebuttal. I will say, however, that despite the fact that I am replying in kind, I do not like ambiguous online remarks. Furthermore, and finally on this subject, I do not hate anyone. Most recently I have felt an overwhelming peace and overfilling of God's love, mostly because I have allowed myself to be subject to it and I have stopped fighting it. On that note, I turn to things at home.
My sisters and my mom return tomorrow with my cousin Dominique. I must say I am disappointed for many reasons. The prime reason for my disappointment is that Sam is not returning with them. I had hoped he would be here to hang out but, alas, this is not so. It is good that he is staying with my cousin Danielle though because she leaves for boot camp in a few weeks and she will not be back for a while. My thoughts and prayers go with her. She is strong though so I think she will be alright. Another reason for my disappointment is my lack of privacy and peace. I have grown fond of it. Lastly, I have to move rooms. I love my grandmother's room, it is spacious and comfortable, however, I do not have anywhere to put anything. I have to repack all my clothes and live out of my bags again. Not to mention the moving of everything from Sarah's room. I will get used to it in time to move back to Samford though. And then the fun begins. Yet another haircut today, this one feels awesome though. I can say it doesn't look half bad. A million times better than the scraggly hair of months gone by. Well, time to move the rest of my stuff. Later.