So yesterday (err, Wednesday) I went for a jog circa 1pm by myself.  This seems unremarkable, yes, but I don't jog by myself.  I hate it.  I hate it so god damn much but when Bill comes along at least there's someone there to motivate me.  Turns out I can run pretty far by myself.  That won't be happening again anytime soon until it's that nice ( Read more... )

Yeah, not too ecstatic about what this situation is doing to our conversations. It's just... unavoidable depression. For the first time in... ever, when I talk to Kevin, I'm unhappy. He doesn't cause it, no, it's just that at that very moment, when I'm hearing his voice, I think about our situation and feel disheartened. FUCK! I HATE THIS ( Read more... )

There's lots to post about {not really} but first I wanna say my mom just told me CJ's mother told her to bring me to church tonight so that he and I could sit together during the Christmas Eve service ( Read more... )