MORE catching up...
Monday - "I'm here for the hard times...the straight to your heart times. And when living ain't easy, you can stand up against me...and maybe rely on me, and cry on me...
What an amazing line.
Here are some random facts for you.
-I'm growing flowers in a pot in my room and they're already an inch tall! I'm really excited! I love flowers.
-I bombed my first Spanish test today :(
-Apparently "You're allowed to do nothing" according to Dove "Promises".
-You pretty much made my day.
-I'm about to be learning to play the guitar.
-My birthday's in 12 days.
-We learned to twirl in a waltz today in Ballroom Dancing. I love to dance...it kinda makes me feel like a princess.
Tell me everything you need now, anything at all. And I will be the one who's waiting everytime you fall...when you come undone."
Wednesday - "Hold me safely in Your arms and calm my beating heart. Whisper words of peace in the dark. Whisper to me...
So up and down...but there You are always loving me. And I'm so glad because I need You. Like I don't know how I could even get up in the morning without having You in my life. Because Your love is better than anything I could ever find here. And when I'm hurting like I am now, it is then that You reach down, pick me up, and hold me and I realize that no boy could ever love me like You do. Still....I'm so torn. All this waiting and wondering and hoping. Do I speak first or torture myself by waiting? Was he just trying to be funny or did it mean something more? I could overanalyze myself to death. Basically it comes down to this...I fall so fast and there's never been anyone there to catch me. I've simply fallen in love and on my face countless times and had to pick up the pieces of another broken heart. But I hate that...I just want to be free from caring so much sometimes. It hurts to care. Why can't I have a fairytale...free from confusion and heartache. God is God. You know what You're doing. That's all there is to it.
When Your heart beats, I wanna feel it.
When Your voice speaks, I wanna hear it.
When Your eyes cry, I wanna catch Your tears.
I wanna know You."
Today: I played basketball with the guys a few girls last night. It was really fun...I love basketball. I never made a shot though! A little frusterating. Oh well, it felt good to play again. Now I'm really tired though because we played 'til midnight and I had to get up at 6 for work.
Brittney posted a quote on her facebook that I made last night...
Joy: "The guys never pass me the ball."
Stephen Paul passes her the ball.
Joy: "I hate you, Stephen!"
You just had to be there I guess. That makes me laugh a lot because I didn't really realize that it came out that way. They put me at point guard and I wasn't real happy about that. I've been the point like twice ever in my life....in practice. So Needless to say, I looked pretty stupid out there.
Well Spanish starts in 9 minutes so I better go. But I hope you all have an Amazing day!"
Well Spanish is right now and obviously I'm not there. You do the math.
I love you guys!
What an amazing line.
Here are some random facts for you.
-I'm growing flowers in a pot in my room and they're already an inch tall! I'm really excited! I love flowers.
-I bombed my first Spanish test today :(
-Apparently "You're allowed to do nothing" according to Dove "Promises".
-You pretty much made my day.
-I'm about to be learning to play the guitar.
-My birthday's in 12 days.
-We learned to twirl in a waltz today in Ballroom Dancing. I love to dance...it kinda makes me feel like a princess.
Tell me everything you need now, anything at all. And I will be the one who's waiting everytime you fall...when you come undone."
Wednesday - "Hold me safely in Your arms and calm my beating heart. Whisper words of peace in the dark. Whisper to me...
So up and down...but there You are always loving me. And I'm so glad because I need You. Like I don't know how I could even get up in the morning without having You in my life. Because Your love is better than anything I could ever find here. And when I'm hurting like I am now, it is then that You reach down, pick me up, and hold me and I realize that no boy could ever love me like You do. Still....I'm so torn. All this waiting and wondering and hoping. Do I speak first or torture myself by waiting? Was he just trying to be funny or did it mean something more? I could overanalyze myself to death. Basically it comes down to this...I fall so fast and there's never been anyone there to catch me. I've simply fallen in love and on my face countless times and had to pick up the pieces of another broken heart. But I hate that...I just want to be free from caring so much sometimes. It hurts to care. Why can't I have a fairytale...free from confusion and heartache. God is God. You know what You're doing. That's all there is to it.
When Your heart beats, I wanna feel it.
When Your voice speaks, I wanna hear it.
When Your eyes cry, I wanna catch Your tears.
I wanna know You."
Today: I played basketball with the guys a few girls last night. It was really fun...I love basketball. I never made a shot though! A little frusterating. Oh well, it felt good to play again. Now I'm really tired though because we played 'til midnight and I had to get up at 6 for work.
Brittney posted a quote on her facebook that I made last night...
Joy: "The guys never pass me the ball."
Stephen Paul passes her the ball.
Joy: "I hate you, Stephen!"
You just had to be there I guess. That makes me laugh a lot because I didn't really realize that it came out that way. They put me at point guard and I wasn't real happy about that. I've been the point like twice ever in my life....in practice. So Needless to say, I looked pretty stupid out there.
Well Spanish starts in 9 minutes so I better go. But I hope you all have an Amazing day!"
Well Spanish is right now and obviously I'm not there. You do the math.
I love you guys!