Why am I still awake? I think it has to do with my sleeping in until after noon today and then taking a nap around 3:00 PM. Tomorrow I must be more productive.

I've been buying/reading too many books lately. I feel like I've had a reading deficiency for the past few years. Anyone have any recommendations? I'm currently revisiting The ( Read more... )

today:

• i called in sick to work. sometimes you just need 2 consecutive days off, ya know?
  
• ryan and i went photographing/exploring on sylvan island. i was taking a picture of some prettie thorns and kicked what i thought was a stick down the slope and onto the rocks below. it wasn't until the "stick" slithered into the water that i realized it ( Read more... )

• i appreciate jamie stewart's voice 100x more now that i've seen it coming out of his mouth.
  
• ryan told me the pot brownies he made were bunk, so i ate 2. i was definitely floaty during the 4 hours we were at gabe's.
  
• saw r.d.s. but made no contact. not purposely, of course, i was just too exhausted/altered to seek him out and say hello. nathan ( Read more... )

• ryan works until 1am tonight and i've got to pick him up. can't sleep unless he is next to me.
  
• i had a great day at work, sales-wise. like $4500...not too shabby. that's $225 commission.
  
• i've got some boys on my brain...
  
• i wrote a letter, but i'm a chicken. i keep trying to tell myself that i lost his address.
  
• damn, that's a huge bitch!
  
• i've ( Read more... )

( Quiz I stole from the Ry )

• i never knew that hugging could be so fulfilling
  
• the Jehovah's witnesses brought me a book today. I couldn't put it down. A lot of questions were answered. A lot of concerns were addressed. I really think that I am ready to start seeking out the knowledge of God. Anyone got a spare bible?
  
• Friday night, I came off of my marijauna hiatus...to ( Read more... )

• got up with only 2 hours of sleep
  
• took a 45 minute nap @ work, and woke up to a customer standing at the counter. wonder how long he was there before i staggered over.
  
• did some testicle research.
  
• babysat
  
• thought about your hands/eyes/tickle face.
  
• got $20 for playing with my cool little cousins! fuckin sweet! babysitting is the best job ever!
  
• ( Read more... )

Tonight, by 10:28 PM I will tell "Cryin Ryan" (snicker snicker) how I feel about him. Yes, that's right! Something about wearing cute shoes has made me grow "cajones" the size of watermelons, and I have a little bit of courage running thru me. I mean, I should be used to rejection by now, right? right ( Read more... )

MY GOD!!! I HAVE NEVER WITNESSED SUCH INANE STUPIDITY EVER BEFORE IN MY LIFE ( Read more... )