Lover, can you talk to me?
Crazy dreams have been occurring. Even though i have not been recording all my dreams, the dreams are becoming so much longer because I have been so much more aware of them. However, for half of my dream I was not aware it was a dream because it was one of the most realistic dreams I have ever experienced. Well I guess I had two dreams last night. One occurred in the school again and David & I were going to get our schedules. There was like this school 'spring fest' type thing going on because all the Stumpfs gymnastics equipment was on the front lawn. Then in my second crazy dream, I witnessed my Uncle being murdered in my grandmother*s basement. It went through the whole process of my family finding out. All the blood and everything was too realistic. It was one of the scariest things I had ever experienced I could almost feel the heart wrench death does to you. Thank goodness close to the end I realized he was not dead in real life.
I have decided I am not working this weekend. After working I think 50 hours this week I should get a weekend off so I made the decision. Tonight is dedicated to Sarah*s homecoming and dancing. Tomorrow is dedicated to getting my head screwed on right.
Justin Holden lightens up every crazy thinking thing. His solution is the simplest thing and I love it because he is such a complicated person haha. He is doing well so that also made me very happy. I would love to road trip with Sam to visit him because he will have his license by next week. Psh SBC and I with a car.. Talk about adventures.
Mom is "thinking" we will move into my grandmother*s house. It would be awesome because basically I would live "seperately" from the family. Could do my room however I would like because the basement would be all me really. Ha but my answer to her is don*t get me excited till we set a moving date. We were supposed to live in a house 2 years ago with boyfriend #1. Need I say more.
Reel Big Fish - MXPX - Streetlight Manifesto in 4 hrs. :)
and a game of Fuck the Dealer ..my way.
I have decided I am not working this weekend. After working I think 50 hours this week I should get a weekend off so I made the decision. Tonight is dedicated to Sarah*s homecoming and dancing. Tomorrow is dedicated to getting my head screwed on right.
Justin Holden lightens up every crazy thinking thing. His solution is the simplest thing and I love it because he is such a complicated person haha. He is doing well so that also made me very happy. I would love to road trip with Sam to visit him because he will have his license by next week. Psh SBC and I with a car.. Talk about adventures.
Mom is "thinking" we will move into my grandmother*s house. It would be awesome because basically I would live "seperately" from the family. Could do my room however I would like because the basement would be all me really. Ha but my answer to her is don*t get me excited till we set a moving date. We were supposed to live in a house 2 years ago with boyfriend #1. Need I say more.
Reel Big Fish - MXPX - Streetlight Manifesto in 4 hrs. :)
and a game of Fuck the Dealer ..my way.