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[joyful_dmb_lady]

who said being strong would be so hard
but i will be strong because everything depends on it
i have come to learn that i look sometimes too far into the best people and it may be only a speck of who they are
now i must say no and not hurt anymore
cause i need to learn a lesson and keep that lesson from fading away
i refuse to hurt later
i will hurt now.
plus thinking of the positive, i am not optionless in this situation
for once i can believe he is not the only option
it is hard but i can do it
and hey! the square is tomorrow. only working 5 hrs.
            i just wish the effort was there

Love is a dangerous pastime
caught between madness and gladness of flight
nothing is wrong and nothing is right
falling asleep in your arms every night

But Love*s such a strange situation
full of frustration and anger and fear
Everything*s tears Nobody hears
nobody*s here, and nobody hears...

I want to sing

i love regina spektor
    especially Carbon Monoxide