Jul 11, 2005 00:46
How is it that watching The Talented Mr. Ripley has given me a wake up call. That movie has absolutely no relation to my life but yet at the end I am left freaked out & left with this wake up call that I have had far too many times in my life. And there was a pun intended with the last sentence. I will achieve my goal however I will accept the consequence I am expecting because it will happen that way. Life sometimes isn*t as surprising as you think. So finally I will begin to keep this dusty chin of mine up & move this butt forward to new things. Anyways enough talking about things that will give everyone a big "?" but like I care that needed to off my chest. I was a big bitch today. Or maybe I am being hard on myself but I had no patience & was acting ridiculously self conscious which truly is so not me. I wanted to just leave my house & not come back for a while. So I went to Danielle*s grad party but then felt really outta place & came home & played guitar. I finished learning #34. I adore that song. Then I went to the grocery store with my Mom & gave her nutrition lectures as she made fun of me for wanting to be a hippie. Quite amusing I must say. But not as amusing as me trying to self check out our groceries. Man I wonder how I get good grades in school. When we got home, we went for a 20 minute walk then decided to watch that movie. Jude Law is just so talented & beautiful. He takes my breath away. And has a beautiful butt. Haha anyways tomorrow I am going to try & be a happy person & stop being ridiculously down & stupid because I am such a happy person but have just crashed. But even disasters clean themselves up after a while. Haha 5 hours till I get woken up for a spinning class at the gym. Noooooooooo. Then an eye doctor appointment. The glasses have come back. Ahhhhh.