SKIN. Last.
Title : Skin. 5|4
Pairing : Jongkey.
Genre : Toutch, taste, feel.
Rating : NC-17 somehow.
Disclaim : Jonghyun. Kibum. Kim Jongkey. Got it !? Yes.
Summary : You gotta have a plan to release a beast that doesn't want to it you, for it to eat you. Elemantary.
A/N : Now, you guys, I hope you were not expecting too much from this ohn !? 'cause ... Augh. Just read ohn !?
Words count : 7518.
First layer. | Second layer. | Third layer. | Last layer.
Skin's goosebumps.
7518 words
Jonghyun needed help.
SMB promotions had just ended, and now he was able to be with all his members again. But he really needed someone to guide him through the storm that was ravaging his insides right now. He was afraid to not be able to control himself when all of that would burst out. But you would want to know, what was that.
'And I would love all of that to really burst like right NOW!' Kibum thought.
You guys may think that after Jonghyun properly apologized and confessed, and that Key had 'forgave' him, they would live happily ever after. Yes ?
Well, they kinda did. 'Kinda' being the catch here.
Kibum knew his bestfriend and now lover - aww~ , he still couldn't come pass the butterflies partying in the pit his stomach whenever he thought of Jonghyun as his boyfriend, even if he had always been his anyway, eh. - was.
That little head Kim Jonghyun.
The boy was sexy. So sexy he admitted - but only to himself - that he was a fanboy for his body. There, he said it. First time he had seen Jonghyun's parents he had had that urge to thank them like they gave him the world. And that's exactly what they did. Because Jonghyun was the world to him. But, back to business.
So. Jonghyun was sexy. No one would deny it. If you knew SHINee, you know Kim Charming BlingBling Jonghyun and you knew sexy. That tongue being proof enough. End of story.
(A/N : you guys are moaning messes rn aren't you ? uhuhuh)
Then Jonghyun was also a total dork mixed with cuteness overload. How could someone be that sexy yet the next second be so adorkable right !? Kibum also often asked himself the question. And lately he smiled a little when Minho asked him the same thing about Taemin. Even if right there he didn't know if he should be happy or just spatula Minho's ass for thinking of his baby that way.
Yes Taemin was growing and would eventually - 'in ten+ years' - be in a relationship, but Key couldn't accept that his son an Minho were ... Augh. Nevermind.
So. Jeez, why was he always drifting apart of this ? 'I have to find a plan and for that I have to have my mind clear. Put the base, what I know of him, what I want from him, and then TCHAK! , eat him. Yes. Back to business.'
We've done Charming Jonghyun the Sexy. Jonghyun the Dorky-cutie. There were still two Jonghyuns that were really important to acknowledge. Not that the others were to be left aside.
Jonghyun the Caring. You don't even imagine the pride that Kibum felt when they were only bestfriend. The pride of being Jonghyun's bestfriend! See, Jonghyun is very caring for the people he loved. When you are loved by Kim Jonghyun, know that you are blessed.
The boy would notice the slightest things about you, and keep it in one corner of his dino head. And the times when you less expect it, he would just blow 100% pure happiness on you. And Kibum is not even kidding. He would make you that happy that you could wear a grin as big as a banana for at leat two days. At least. Or was it just the effect it had on him?
Just see all the birthday thing. Who do you know would remember all those little things he did, beside having you a birthday party and an amazing gift you were always rambling about. Not that it was little, but the birthday party on a yatch ? He had tell it on TV so with some searching it was easy to find.
The Fashion weeks tickets ? Easy too. He did said in an interview that he wanted to go to London to shop. And it was not that difficult to know that a Fashion week was like a second house to Almighty Diva Key. So that also, was like 'everyone could have done it' . Even if having plane tickets and freakin' VIP places to the Fashion week in 3 weeks time was near impossible if you had no connections.
Jonghyun must have had, or else Kibum don't know how he could have done it. And renting yatch ? Like really ? When he had said that on Hello Baby. Yes he had wanted it, but he more dreamt it than really pictured it to happen.
Yet his baby Jjong made it happen. How not to love him after that ?
But that was not what made Kibum just fall deeper - if possible - in love with that guy.
No.
It was the fact that he came to the dorm to find his Almeoni's gift neatly lying on his bed. Next to it, tickets for Daegu, courtesy of sir Kim Jonghyun, to go and see his grandmother. He knew just how much the younger was sorry to not be able to see his grandmother as often as he wished. He knew how he missed her.
It was those little details. Like putting all those stuffs on the yatch for him when he woke up the 24th. Really ? His slippers ?! Buying him the exact body cream - just so you know that cream had a sister that looked exactly the same just that it had 15% more chemicals, and Jonghyun picked the right one! - , bringing his favorite towel, taking his recorded dramas ? On a yatch, in the middle of the frekin' ocean! And the thing that killed him, was the spatula. Jonghyun brought his spatula to stay with him.
That spatula thing, except from the fact that he used it to boss everyone around - even if his sharp tongue would have sufficed - and smack heads hands limbs here and there, that spatula was precious to him. Yes, it may seem weird like that. But it was the last thing Jae Umma gave him before leaving.
It was no random spatula.
It was the one Jaejoong had always used. And Kibum just knew there was something wrong the moment Jae Umma just offered it to him. He knew a bit of the drama between his DBSK hyungs and Jae Umma telling him to 'keep this spatula safe' was just the same as biding goodbye. And they had cried on it that time. Tears impregnated in the wood.
And this guy Jonghyun just knew how that spatula, as ridiculous as it may sound, was important for Kibum. He knew it was his only thing left of the one that had always been there for Key when he had break down. When he didn't know what to do. When he was over happy. When he the most needed someone to guide him through the hardships of being an idol. Through the harship of being a human and having to manage a life.
Yes. Bringing the spatula to stay with Kibum was a kind of way to say, 'You are safe. Don't worry too much, you won't be harmed. If you are afraid, you can still relie on the things dear to your heart.'
More than the spatula thing, it was the dolphin. It just couldn't be a coincidence. He himself didn't remember telling this to Jonghyun. But when he was seven, he saw and advertisement to some kind of circus. And there was a dolphin performance. Little Kibum had begged his parents to bring him there, 'cause he wanted to see them so much.
They said yes. But they were too busy with their work. Fortunetaly, the day of the performance came, and Kibum was so happy seeing his parents coming home early for once. He was so so happy. He was ready like hours ago before the time his parents would eventualy be home to take him there. He barely slept that night, too excited.
Little did he knew that his parents had just been back to take him to his Almeoni's house. When he thought he was heading to the circus, he found himself and all his clothes inside his Almeoni's house. And he cried. Hard.
No, don't get him wrong. He loved his grandmother with all his heart since he was able to remember. It's just that, when you expect that your parents are for once,in near two years, taking you to some place you asked, just the three of you. And you end in your grandmother's living room. Parents telling you that they have no time to raise you correctly and that you will now leave with your grandmother for god knows how much time, and "Oh! We have to go we'll be late for the meeting, hurry." . Giving you a little peck on the forehead before leaving you crying your eyes out on the carpet, dolphins long forgotten. There's just a 'little' chance that you'll be heartbroken right !?
Since that time he never thought of seeing dolphins again. He had had the opportunity to see some. But had always declared himself as 'too busy' to go. And there he was, with a mute waiter called Alejandro, who 'owned' a dolphin with whom he was aloud to play as much as he wanted.
Just how could Jonghyun remember all of that ? Sure that was not some light story, it was an important turn on Kibum's life's path. But for Jonghyun to actually have him to realise one of his childhood dreams ... along with all the rest. He himself was not sure he could remember just like that all that Jonghyun had ever wanted. But he could affirm with his life that Jonghyun knew just all he Kibum wanted. Was all he wanted. Exception was the times where Kim Jonghyun was beeing too caring.
Yes, he could be that too. Well, want to know how someone can be 'too' caring ?
You will understand fast. Too caring to run to the fucking Volturi to get yourself killed because you thought the one you loved died by your fault when you're not sure of anything ? /Breathe. Yes, that foolish type of careness. Jonghyun would totaly do something like that.
Like what he was doing right now.
Nah, not running to the Volturis silly kkk. No, he was ... 'How can I say this ?' . Jonghyun was being kind of distant with Kibum these times.
They had, thanks to Jjong, two weeks holidays. First it was only the two of them. The others having schedules. So, after that time at the beach when they almost drown kissing in the water, they played around a bit. Jonghyun even lost his crown-ring in the water. Luckily the sand was white-ish and they found it quick.
They spent that week on the yatch, only the two of them. Apparently, Jonghyun knew how to ride a boat. And yet everyone thought it was Key the Almighty one.
"How is that you know how to sail ?"
"kkk, You didn't think your boyfriend would know how to, ohn !?"
"Jonghyun, it's almost creepy how you like the idea of being my 'boyfriend' more than I do." He mimicked the other.
Jonghyun just smiled that dazzling smile of his. (A/N : I worship this. Amen.)
"Well, it's my father's hobby to sail. He used to live near the sea when he was in his teens. And you know how my father is such a social person, not up to your level but still. So he had several friends who are sailors and he has many contacts."
"Hmm. That's how you got the yatches ?"
"Hm." Jonghyun nodded. "So whenever summer holidays came, or whenever my father and I would have time, I would accompany him sailing. And he would teach me. Alejandro is kind of a childhood friend to me."
"Aaaah!"
Jonghyun just smiled at him.
"So we have this yatch like for ourselves ?"
The older nodded.
"For a week ?"
Nod.
"Like, the whole week ?"
"Well, that's if you want to do something else." The boy replied to him. Halting the yatch in, literaly, the middle of nowhere and crawling next to him. "I know the surroundings so we can accost here and there to eat, party or something. We can bring food backon the yatch if you don't want to stay there."
"And what if I only want to be with you ?" Key asked, arching a brow and looking at the other suggestively.
"D-deh ? A-ah. T-then we do-don't have to go an-nywhere." Jonghyun replied, he seemed a bit nervous, almost choking as something had just popped in his throat.
He made to go back to the front part of the yatch, but Kibum was quicker and snatched his wrist, tugging him closer to him. He leaned as if about to kiss him, slowly, slowly. Eyes locked with the older.
As their lips were about to meet, Key let his tongue out and took a quick lick at Jonghyun's upper lip. He tugged Jonghyun closer to him again, but this time also walking backwards. They walked like that all the way to the coutch inside the yatch. Luckily Kibum had pulled down the table that usually was there. Luxurious yatch is also useful.
"K-key ..."
"Hmm." Kibum hummed while stradling Jonghyun on said coutch, where he just had pushed Jonghyun to lay mere seconds ago.
"W-wa-wait."
"What is it baby ?"
Kibum was now nibling at Jonghyun's chin, jaw, cheekbone. One lick here. Another there. Jonghyun sure must have wanted to say something at that moment but he was silenced by the younger's hungry lips on his. Eating his words like he had been starving for weeks.
Poor Jonghyun got lost in the kiss. He almost asked himself why the younger was that skilled with his tongue ? He did not remember Kibum having that much girlfriends. He was the one supposed to have date the most amoung all the members, next to Jinki. You wouldn't think but yes. Apparently being cute and have a banana-smile was a good catch.
If that tongue worked like that, only in his mouth, what magics could it pull on other places ? On other very inapropriate places.
"God." He let a shaky breath around the other's tongue. And those filthy hands. 'How is it that he seems to know all the right places to brush for my body to jerk just like that. Damn I want more. I won't last long before I turn into a kind of beast and ...'
"W-wait. Key. Bummie. Bummie, WAIT!" he shoved the other to the side.
Kibum was a bit surprised. He thoguht he was doing it right. Not that he had had that many experiences, but the fact that he had been all skinship with Jonghyun all these years. He had noticed the places where Jonghyun's body were the most sensitive and dearly kept them in mind. 'In case, we never know.' . It even seemed to work.
"Hrm. Wait. I ... I ... I forgot to anchor the yatch. We don't want to wake up and don't know where the wind has blown us, neh !? eheh eheh" He spoke in one breath and laughed that nervous laugh of his, why rubbing is neck and standing quickly. "Hrm, you still have your drama to watch right ? Do that while I anchor us 'kay ? Be back in a few." he said before almost running outside.
Kibum was left dumbfounded.
And it had been like that all that week. Whenever Kibum would try to initiate things, when he would touch the other's skin under his shirt or something a bit 'too close', Jonghyun would jerk his body out of his reach and find a lame excuse. Remember they are on a boat, on the freakin' sea. And Kibum tried many, many times. Just how much excuses could you find at some place like that ? Ugh.
And no, he was not sex-obsessed back then. No. It's true that having sex with someone you are in a relationship for only one day was a bit rushed. But that was not 'someone' . That was Jonghyun. His Jonghyun. Jjong. The one who knew him like the back of his hand. And it's not like they have not been attracted to each other for a long time. He knew it.
You usualy wait in a relationship, because you wnat to know the other better before crossing that line. But for them, there were no more things to discover.
Yes, he still was sometimes - okay many times - surprised by things he even couldn't fathom about Kim Jonghyun his bestfriend-now-lover - butterflies - . But still, they were not that new to each other. So what with the waiting ?
At first he wanted to sulk again and refuse Jonghyun to even touch him. But he himself could not take it. It was enough already that Jonghyun, clearly, did not want to have sex with him. He would not be denying to himself the long kisses they still shared. At least he had that.
Then he thought more about it. And it all clicked.
That Jonghyun.
It was not that Jonghyun didn't want him. During the times he tried, he achieved to go as far as to be able to sense the other's desire. He could see the cloud of lust that would completely took over the other's orbs. He even feeled Jonghyun's manhood craving to be touched. But Jonghyun somehow had always manage to escape from his firm grip.
After some good thinking he knew what exactly was Jonghyun's problem. The older did not want to repeat his mistake. It must be that and nothing else.
Jonghyun knew that the reason he had received the cold treatment before was because he was all skinship, always kissing and all, with Kibum. And now he was taking on him, restraining himself from doing what he really wanted. Because he did not want Kibum to suffer again and ignore him.
That was over caring Jonghyun for you.
He would 'harm' himself in all the way possible if it meant that you would be pleased.
They had talk a bit about it. About why he had been ignored for that long. And Kibum made the mistake to tell him,
"Jjong, I felt like a toy for you. The thing you came to when you were tired, you used and when you were content you left aside. We never talked anymore. You never sent me those cute texts anymore. You would only come back saying 'I miss you' , kiss me like no tomorrow - not that I complain ohn !?! - and the next thing I knew I would wake up alone in bed. I hated that feeling. I never want to feel like that again."
Jonghyun had only hung his head low, and breathed a 'I'm sorry' . He looked so pityful that if someone where to walk to them he may have asked "Omo, are you okay ? Do we need to donate some money somewhere or something ?" , and Kibum wouldn't have been surprised.
He had been a fool to tell that to Jonghyun. Forgetting how much his baby Jjong took to heart everything that may harm his beloved one, expecially him. "Fuck!" He hissed when he realised just how stupid had been that move.
Now there was really no use trying again. Because Jonghyun would make all he could to avoid any 'too close' contact. Thinking he was the one lust-driven, while it was quite the opposite. 'So much for a week alone with sexy Jonghyun if you can't even enjoy fully. Aish, my life.'
The week after that, the others had their schedules cleared. So they all headed to London.
(A/N: please, I'm tired. So don't even ask Kibum how the journey had been. We will be at it for a week at least. Even you won't stand it. I'm human you know, and I just can't handle hyper Kibum just right now. Forgive me ? /wink & yawn. )
In one word, it was amazetasticaly-fuckinghellishly-Eden like. In one word. And now Jonghyun had the glorious task to assemble that new iKea closet they had to buy to host Key's new clothes.
See, Jonghyun still not willing to do anything with Key - despite the fact that they slept in the same hotel room while being in London - , he had to find something else to burry himself in. He had been so busy shoping, running here and there with Taemin, attending that runaway, visiting this place, gawking that way, spazzing right there. He was hella exhausted everytime he came back to the hotel room. And he had intended it to be so.
It was like with SM the Ballad all again. Only that Kibum was now the one missing all the time.
Sure, he would spend his mornings cuddling with his boyfriend - butterfflies - and they would tell each other what they had done the day prior. Then by noon they would go eat and Kibum and his son would dissapear again until late at night.
But right now, it had already been three days since they were back to Korea. And nothing really changed. They had schedules, but not that much. They had yet another light week before the week after they would start intensives rehearsals for their Japanese debute.
Light week, blank weekend. That was just the perfect opportunity.
'Right now we are wednesday. I have until Saturday afternoon to put my plan into action' .
Yes. He had a plan. An oh-so-perfect plan. 'Cause as much as there was Charming Sexy Jonghyun, Dorky-cutie Jonghyun, Caring and Over-caring Jonghyun, there still is one major Jonghyun left. In great competition with Caring Jonghyun to be the number one Jonghyun. 'Hm ... Does this makes sense ? Anyway, I understand myself.'
That major Jonghyun was Needy Jonghyun. Needy Jonghyun was a combo between Lust-driven Jonghyun, and Pervy Jonghyun, and Teasing Jonghyun, and Touchy-feely-skinship Jonghyun. That was Needy Jonghyun for you guys. You can imagine what beast that thing can be right !?
'Not some beast I can't tame. Or rather, not some beast I would want to tame. Rather want to release. /smirk. '
From : Bummie baby ♡
Hi baby. Stop lazying around. Finish that lollipop and meet me downstairs. *Smooch*
'Trap, set.'
Now, all that Kibum had to do was to wait. Wait for his prey to fall deep in his trap.
These last days left, whenever he had time, he had been ... practicing. First, he had to prepare his dance. 'Cause yes, he would be dancing. One thing he knew turned Jonghyun on, was when he was dancing. He had caught him so many times checking him up when dancing, that he was sure even the fans knew of this fact.
And he needed to turn the boy on. Like, very very turned on. And he just had the perfect song to go with Jonghyun's obsession for his skin. He just knew how much Jonghyun liked touching him. And not even touching like with an aim. Just touching.
Touching. Feeling. Tasting.
Said like that it may seem weird, stalkerish even. But of course he would know. He knew Jonghyun for so long. And he had seen that obsession of his growing up with them. And the more they grew confortable to one other, the more he saw Jonghyun's fixed stare on him.
It grew worse once they started sleeping next to each other. Jonghyun would stay awake way longer after Kibum was supposed-to-be asleep, and there were no way for Kibum not to know. He himself didn't know how he managed to stay still.
With Jonghyun's fingers ghosting over his skin. Light touches here. Brushes there. Hot puffs of breath over there.
Even when they were not asleep, he just noticed, how Jonghyun would always be reaching for him. Anywhere he could touch. He read once that fans said, Jonghyun had an obsession with his ears. And they were not wrong. It's just that it wasn't the ears. It was the skin. And the fact that Key had gotten a new piercing that time was just an excuse for Jonghyun to feel free to touch him in public.
Now if you think of it that way. Do you imagine the possibilities ? Think, Key - human - skin everywhere. It makes sense. It makes sense that Jonghyun would be always touching him. It makes sense that Jonghyun will be turned on when Key would put his plan into action.
He had been practicing. And he prepared Jonghyun too. All the plan revolved around one thing.
Skin.
And Rihanna's song was just perfect for that. One, he loved that song. Second, well, the title says it all. It was all about skin. That song is a complete sex-song. And it's not even hidden, the lyrics are quite explicite anyway.
But if it was counting on Jonghyun and his average english, he had to prepare him. So he did as he always does. He just poked Jonghyun's curiosity, and poked, and poked. And of course it worked. Thing is, he knew Jonghyun didn't like it when Kibum would do things that he did not understand. And Kibum just used that.
He spent all these last days listening to the song on repeat. Nah, he did not got fed up of it, 'cause just his imagination and all the things he could do with Jonghyun with that song as background, just made him want to listen to it again, and again.
The song was on repeat. When they would be in the car, when they would be eating, when the two of them would be cuddling on the couch, when taking his shower, when doing the chores. Either on speakers or with his earphones. He would whisper the lyrics too, and wiggle his hips times to times.
Of course Jonghyun fell in the trap. And he just knew the other had checked the lyrics when one time he was at it and,
"Just put your sking baby on my skin."
He sang it looking at Jonghyun right in the eyes. And man was the older shaking. He couldn't stay put, and Kibum clearing saw the the red creeping on his shoulders up his neck.
"Jjong, you okay ?" his voice dripping innocence, while still pinning Jonghyun wis his stare, and arching a brow in a very suggestive manner.
Jonghyun did not move, hi body went stiff and Kibum followed with his eyes the path that a single sweat drop was creating on the others temple.
'Good.'
It was just fine that the dance practice room was just one level under their dorm. He googled, more like 'youtubed' the song and found several dancing tutorials for it. Yes he is the Almighty Key but he is no choreographer. He had to build around something. He found the best and just built the other dance moves around it to fill the whole song. He knew Jonghyun would not stay put all song long but, anyway. Let's do as if .
So.
Song and then instru. on repeat, checked.
Body cream, checked.
Egg, checked.
Lollipop, definetely checked.
Chair, checked.
Tent, checked.
Lights, hmm ..? Checked.
Let's get going now.
As soon as Jonghyun went downstairs, he knew something was wrong. The lights in the practice room were dimmed. They never changed this room's lights so it was odd. He didn't even knew that they could be changed.
"Bummie ?"
He saw him, his precious Key. The other boy was facing him, leaning on the mirror. Jonghyun could feel the other's gaze on him. He didn't know why but it sent a shiver down his spine. Maybe it was the lights. Or maybe it was the pants. Kibum was wearing those tight black pants he once told him were the perfect ones for his ass.
Don't even begin to ask where that came from. One of those moments where Jonghyun was so lost in Kibum that he would tell him things without thinking twice. It was true that those pants were perfect. Yes, everything looks good on his Bummie. Obviously. But those, they were like ... if Jonghyun was to be born as a jeans he would hold the same right places as those black pants were.
He snapped out of it when he felt Kibum's finger tracing his jawline and pushing under his chin lightly for him to look in his eyes. He did not even know when the other moved. He was too mesmerized by the swaying of Key's hips as he was walking to him. How could he do that without looking like he was trying. And Jonghyun was sure he was not.
All of the sudden, Kibum was all over him. More like, he invaded his mouth. Hot.
Hot hot hot.
It was illegaly hot how Kibum looked right now. It must be illegal, there is now way feeling this good was permit. Jonghyun responded to Key's intrusion and collision with his tongue. It was smooth and rough at the same time. It was tender, yet urging. That tongue, it felt like Kibum was just provoking him. Like he kept poking. Poking to urge Jonghyun to ravish him, and at the same time coaxing him that it was okay to just devoure him.
He knew. He knew what that did to him. And the wise part of him knew that the hunger that was filling him right now was not a thing to let grow. But with Kibum hands pressing their bodies close like that he was slowly releasing his grip on his wiseness.
He felt Kibum push him on a chair. Did they really moved ? He was in a world where only Kibum existed. Eyes closed. The smell emanating from the younger's skin making him dizzy. And dizzy. And dizzy.
All of the sudden, he heard it. It.
That song.
That song Kibum seemed obssesed with these days. He slaped himself for being that curious the night he had search for the lyrics of that song. Just seeing Kibum singing them on and on, it had piqued his curiosity. He wished he had not done that.
Yes he was not near 'good' - nor that bad actualy - in engrlish, but first thing first, he read the translation. Next to that, he now knew what 'moaning', 'beast', 'teasing', 'screaming', 'strip' and 'drop' meant. That were the only words that could have been a problem there. And worse, skin. Skin. That was like Key knew what that song could do to him.
"The mood is set ah ah." he heard Key whisper in sync. with the music.
And god knows how the mood was set. The intro to this song, with the speakers this near to him. He could feel the bass creeping through his body and heading directly to his manhood down there. He could feel himself grow harder by every single beat.
"So you already know what's next uh huh ah."
This was a trap. For sure. That look Kibum was giving him. It was written all over him. You won't escape this time. It was a trap. And he had been caught.
The younger was nibling along his jawline, going down his neck. He grabbed his head and titled it left and Jonghyun felt his neck completely exposed. Kibum was leaving kisses there, a trail of saliva from the back of his neck to his Adam's apple. Sending shivers to Jonghyun's body as he made his way there, breath blowing on wetted skin.
Jonghyun could only drown in the sensation.
He could feel Key's fingers wandering over his clothed torso. Touching just the right places. A little press between his third and fourth ribs. Another on the left stud. One a little harder on the hip of the same side.
Kibum was turning him into a mess. A moaning mess. For now, he managed to stiffle his moans. But that could not last long. And the younger must have known it. With the way he was smirking, he just must.
"I got a secret that I wanna show you oh."
Kibum said, his finger scratching teasingly on the bulge that was now visible on Jonghyun's lower part. 'Unngh' . He didn't let it slip but he did grab the chair under him harder. He had managed to keep his hands there. His resolution was not meant to last. But at least if his hand did not reach to pin the younger on the damn floor and destroy him, there was a chance it did not happen.
One in a million of billions.
With that Kibum had got off him. The whimper ? Okay, he kinda let it slip. He cat-walked backwards until he was in the middle of the room. And right there. He did it. He just had to do it.
Kibum was dancing.
People may not know it, but Kibum dancing was like the worst and best thing that could happen to Jonghyun at once. Kibum dancing was perfect. Moving his body like that. His skin drawing the muscled underneat. And wait. Was it the light or Kibum's skin seemed to ... glow ?
He was definetely not imaginating it. No. His skin was clearing glowing in the dim light. Whiter, it looked flawless. As always, but more ? As much as Jonghyun knew Kibum's skin, he would know. He knew all the different tints his boyfriend's body had. Well, almost.
He had memorized more of them when they swam near the yatch. Now the only places left were the ones covered by Kibum's swimming suit.
But right now. Right now his mind was not able to drift. His mind, was his mind even there ? Maybe. If you count being guided by Kibum's each moves as 'being there' then ok. 'cause Jonghyun was nowhere near thinking right now. Brain : OFF. The little he was left with just got killed by that hip move.
Key bending like that, moving his hips like that, shaking his ass like that.
Jonghyun did not even comprehend why he was still on the damn chair. Holding the last part of sanity that lingered in the gape where used to be his will-power. Those moves had demolished all the protections he had erect around himself.
All the gates, all the shields, all the dams that somehow managed to keep the lust-driven beast he knew resided inside of him when it came to his bestfriend. All the things he had said to himself all those years so that he would not scare the younger. They were thinner than air right now.
"So why you standing over there with your clothes on
Baby strip down for me Go on take em off
Don't worry baby Imma meet you half way
'cause I know you wanna see me."
"Fuck." Jonghyun mustered. And at the speed of light he had Kibum pinned to the mirror. Shirt gone on the way. He kissed Kibum. Hard. He could feel the iron-like taste of blood as he was sucking on the younger's tongue.
He was so lost. Lost. He was so far that even if Kibum had screamed he wouldn't even have heard it. Realisation downed on him - and the lack of oxygen too - and he backed off abruptly.
He was fighting it. He was fighting it so much. Now he didn't even fear the fact that he was obviously going to 'finaly do it' to Kibum. Not with, but to him. He feared that he might hurt him. He was just so hooked that he feared to lose himself in some kind of self-pleasuring world where he wouldn't even care if he was hurting his precious, as long as he was having his own pleasure.
You never know what addictions can make you do. Better not try them. But now was too late. Way too late. There was no backing now. The little will power left in him was as thin as a hair straw.
"You a beast oh
You know that I like that
C'mere baby all I wanna see you in is just skin."
Pshht.
That straw just vanished. Those words. Whispered like that were the atomic bomb that crushed all his might. More than enough if you want to know.
"Kim Kibum you better be take your responsabilities for this. 'Cause whatever beast that had been hiding in me had been released."
It was not long before he discarded both of them of their clothes, leaving no space for Key to answer. And indeed all they could be seen in was Skin.
'I knew it. I just so knew it.'
And of course he knew it. He is the almighty Key. He know just how to put his voice for it to make Jonghyun tremble. He knew how to wave his body for Jonghyun to just lose it. He knew the ultimate combo to win over whatever it was Jonghyun was anchoring to not lose all his might. And he used it. With no shame. At.all!
Good thing he thought of the tent. Otherwise their first time would have been on the cold floor of their practicing room. Hmm, even if it seemed clean, no Kim Kibum was having sex on the floor.
It was harder than he thought, draging Jonghyun all over there. The boy had managed to undress them, even Kibum wandered how he succeed removing this pant off him Eyes closed, he was just ... eating him ? It seemed so. The older seemed in his own world. You could be cutting his oh-so-smooth hair right now and he wouldn't even shift. As long as his lips and fingers were connected with Kibum's skin.
The hair. It just reminded him how much he loved Jonghyun. Just to please him, he had dyed his hair like the RingDingDong days again. Key once told him that even if the braids looked good on him, he liked his blonde shades better. And just like that Jonghyun had it back for his twenty and a half birthday.
Well, for their Japanese debute he would have to remove it but, just the gesture was enough for Kibum to fall deeper in love with this awesome man.
Same man that was turned a beast just right now and was abusing his hardened - "Nnngh" - studs.
He let Jjong lay him on the matress inside the tent. Jonghyun was being hypnotised by his skin. Again. Good thing he bought that phosphotrescent body cream. Really, people are crazy, creating stuffs like that. But he wasn't complaining. It sure helped him very much in his task.
'Oh, he most have noticed.'
Jonghyun was looking at the stains he left on the younger's body. With the lollipop earlier, his tongue had been tinted red. So, along with the numerous hickeys he left on the Kibum's skin, as soon as he would - literally - lick him, there would be a purple-pinkish print on that white skin.
How Kibum knew that it would please Jonghyun ? He just knew. How he got the idea ? Don't ask, that is almighty Kim Key for you.
He let his hand run on Jonghyun's torso. The older had his hands on each side of Key's shoulders, topping him and knees straddling his waist. Tongue lapping everywhere he could reach. Enjoying how he could leave a path on Kibum's skin. Marking him his.
Key let his hand go down, down, down. He pass the crotch area and went for Jonghyun's back tighs. Scratching lightly with his nails.
He himself did not know how he was still in control of his mind. With Jonghyun lips kissing all his body so tenderly, touching it like he worshipped that skin. Lost in his own world but still managing to make Kibumm shake. Fingertips digging into his thighs, brushing their way and moving to the curve of his ass. Their only goal seemed to be 'Connect with the skin, earn a moan, repeat.' .
Seeing Jjong's hungry eyes was what turned him on the most. They were the proof that Jonghyun wanted him. That Jonghyun only had him in mind. That Jonghyun was no other's than his. And that was the epitome of happiness.
Jonghyun was trembling above him. He slid under him enough to just meet with the other's member.
'Woah. Is that really the effect I have on him ? Dae~bak.'
He had not even touch Jonghyun yet, all they have been doing was kissing. But the older's dick was already releasing a good amount of precum. Kibum kissed the tip and the whole thing twitched in what seemed anticipation. He hold the base with two fingers while sucking his other hand's fingers.
He started pumping slowly. Slowly. So slowly he himself knew it would have driven him crazy. How Jonghyun was only moaning softly and not screaming yet was beyond him. As soon as his fingers were soaked enough he let them out and waited four good seconds.
Teasing was the catch.
For the last two weeks when he tried and did not succeed, he had to take his time and enjoy this. All of the sudden, that is for Jonghyun, he engulfed his member, making the tip bump with the back of his thoat. He hollowed his cheeks and relaxed his jaw not to gag, and made Jonghyun fuck his mouth.
That was the first cry of many many others, that Jonghyun let out.
The other came from the little egg he pushed inside Jonghyun. Good thing that he had managed to make Jonghyun a big mess right now, 'cause in other circumstances he would have never heard the end of it. The older gasped and stop himself from continuing the back and forth motion he had been doing all this time.
"Bum-nngh ... BABE! What d-do d-do you thinnnnk you're doing-gnhh." He heard Jonghyun try to scold him. He just chuckled.
"Wanna take control, Ain' nothing wrong with that
Say you likin' how you feelin' gotta tell me that
Just put your skin baby on my skin." was Kibum's answer.
All the while using the remote and pushing on max the vibrations of the object. Of course he had lubrificated it before hand, he was nowhere near wanting to hurt Jonghyun. He just figured that the other might like feeling pleasure from different places at the same time.
He then fingered himself. He knew, how much gay sex would hurt. Okay he did not knew but had a little idea, from the two porn he had watched for information. That was part of his practice for this day too. The first time it had hurt so much. But doing it himself, he managed to lessen it all and had reached his own climax with it.
So right now it did not hurt him that much. And seeing how Jonghyun was moaning out loud right now, he did not seem like someone hurting. Rather the contrary.
Jonghyun had already cummed once before Key decided he was ready to take him in. He knew the older was big - ain't only the dubulge in the SHINee family - but it seemed like the more he worked on him the more he grew. He had swallow all that Jonghyun gave and resumed giving him,
"Ugh. Best ... blowjob ... ever!"
As the older did say. Just enough to make him hard again and Kibum slid up to where Jonghyun's head was and captured his lips. Seemed like Jonghyun had missed him seeing how he ate him back. Still moaning from the sex toy still vibrating inside him.
"Feel good baby ?"
The lead vocalist just groaned and hummed in response. 'And this is how to shut Kim Jonghyun.' Kibum thought.
He pushed Jonghyun to a sitting position, still kissing him. The older letting a strangled cry of pleasure when his butt met the matress. That plus the vibrations inside of him, Kibum was sure the egg had touched Jonghyun's prostate.
He pushed his legs on each side of his lover's - butterfflies - sides and made the tip of his member go inside him. Just there Jonghyun hold his waist,
"Wait, you can't ... you can't go like that. I have to ... anngh ... prepare you." He managed to said between his moans, rolling his eyes and shaking his head not to drown in the pleasure he was feeling.
What the fuck did this dino thought he was doing ? Key could seem like in control of alll this, but it was long ago when his own will-power had threat to live him, and if not for the fact that he was, is Kim Kibum and no one man-handles him, he would have had at least three orgasms by now with just pleasuring his Jjong.
"Baby, you're like killing me right now. I'm ready, just ... ughh ... the tip ... inside ... PUSH!"
And Kibum knew Jonghyun himself could not take it any longer since he did not argue further and just slammed his waist down, resulting to his member fully inside the younger.
"Fuck. Fuckfuckfuck. Omaigod Hyun, MOVE!"
And just like that Jonghyun was lifting Kibum up and down of his joystick.
Key did not care.
He did not care if he was loud. He did not care if he sounded like a whore. He did not care that he was saying dirty things all along. He would not even care if Taemin entered the room right now - Taemin or anyone else for that matter - . He was on fucking cloud eleven ! They, were on fucking cloud eleven. And no one would tell him it was wrong feeling this good.
They had been at it for the third time now. And did not even want to stop. Taking their breath back was pause enough.
"I like it when you call me 'Hyun'."
Kibum just smiled. It's true that he never called Jonghyun like that. It just came out of nowhere. Must be the 'lust effect' .
Jonghyun sat up from where he layed, lifted the younger to sit in his lap and kissed him like there was no tomorrow. Slow, but intense, hungry.
"Call me 'Hyun' again. Moan 'Hyun' again."
Turning the other abruptly, back against his chest, before ramming his junior inside of that filthyly-amazing place again. And again. And again. Body sliding on each other's.
Skin on skin.
||| OMAIGAAAAAH! Finish. And I didn't even read it fully, must be some mistakes here and there. And so much links. That's for having irl!Jongkey and not AU, they are just so real that have too much material to rely on. I restrained myself I most tell you. You guys likey ? I know this was not really smut smut, but ... yeah. I did what I could, am not really good at describing and visuals and all. SPOIL!Plus I have to write another smut for Mes premières. I don't want to use all I got here =_=. SPOIL! Did you guys felt the 'Skin' thing ? I feel like it could have been shown better. ANYWAAAAAY~
That was some apology!fic neh !? I think I'll update regularly now, oo much apology I did not even update the first fic lol.
You guys likey likey ?
Sorry for the twilight references, just that ... it portrayed what I wanted to show best. Like Ed' knows if he let's himself go he may just break Bella like a biscuit doll. So ... yeah. And the Volturis are love. End of storey. Love love~~