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[journeygirl101]

Feeling Better Since the last post :) which is good, im normally a pretty happy person but sometimes things just get to me, so ive stopped communicating with the ex fiance and the ex bff, for good. and i think thats helped alot. its only been about 2 months since the ex and i had that big crap load of events but i think im ready do date, and ive met someone, hes cute, funny, and he seems to have a heart, We'll call him "b" . we went out on our first date the other day and it went pretty well, then he went on a trip for 3 days with some friends so he comes home today im so excited, i hope everything between us is the same as it was :) me and my friend "k" want to have a double date with him and "k"'s boyfriend so hopefully this all works out.
But after everthing i went thru with the ex, how am i suppose to trust "b", i know hes not the ex but its just hes a guy, ughh. i hope i can come to trust again, even if thats doubtful. :(