Psh. It's College
Soooo, Monday was my first day at college and I must say "It's High School." The only difference really is that it's like half days everyday and somedays you may not even have classes. I guess that is pretty sweet.
I watched Indiana Jones, Fantastic 4, and a few episodes of The Legend of Zelda (cartoon) yesterday 'cause I was bored outta my mind. It was fun though.
I only have one class tomorrow which is Algebra 096. Wow, I suck at math. This class is gonna be soo easy. We learned whole numbers, and integers today. haha.
I think Im gonna drop piano and get lessons from Mike Simon. I dont have time to practice 30 minutes a day everyday. F that.
I miss Ashes, and I miss having that feeling of knowing that he's right next to me all the time. I regret all the times that I pushed him away when he wanted to play and I was too tired. I regret not spending more time with him. I need something to fill the empty space thats in my life right now, and he's not here to do it. Many people tell me that I should get another dog and to love him just as much as Ashes. But, I dont think it's possible. If I did get another dog, I would want to love him as much and treat him better than I did Ashes, but I feel if I did that it would be disrespectful to Ashes. Also, I feel if I got another dog I might NOT treat him as good as Ashes for the same reason...not to disrespect him. Sometimes I wish that my mom would get herself a dog just so my emptiness is filled but I know she is still grieving as much as I am over Ashes. I know it must have taken every bit of strength left in his body to give me a last kiss goodbye and I am soo thankful for that. It was really nice to have that closure. He was the best friend I ever had.
I watched Indiana Jones, Fantastic 4, and a few episodes of The Legend of Zelda (cartoon) yesterday 'cause I was bored outta my mind. It was fun though.
I only have one class tomorrow which is Algebra 096. Wow, I suck at math. This class is gonna be soo easy. We learned whole numbers, and integers today. haha.
I think Im gonna drop piano and get lessons from Mike Simon. I dont have time to practice 30 minutes a day everyday. F that.
I miss Ashes, and I miss having that feeling of knowing that he's right next to me all the time. I regret all the times that I pushed him away when he wanted to play and I was too tired. I regret not spending more time with him. I need something to fill the empty space thats in my life right now, and he's not here to do it. Many people tell me that I should get another dog and to love him just as much as Ashes. But, I dont think it's possible. If I did get another dog, I would want to love him as much and treat him better than I did Ashes, but I feel if I did that it would be disrespectful to Ashes. Also, I feel if I got another dog I might NOT treat him as good as Ashes for the same reason...not to disrespect him. Sometimes I wish that my mom would get herself a dog just so my emptiness is filled but I know she is still grieving as much as I am over Ashes. I know it must have taken every bit of strength left in his body to give me a last kiss goodbye and I am soo thankful for that. It was really nice to have that closure. He was the best friend I ever had.