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do you ever feel like you could just crawl into a hole and goto sleep and not wake up and avoid everything and not have you live out your miserable life that youve come to hate yet again
one minute youre on top of the world and the next youre just barely making it
its tearing me apart and i dont know what to do. i dont. i thought i did but i guess i dont. i know what i want. and i know what im willing to do for it. but i dont know what you want. and i dont know what you want me to do. and i dont know what to do anymore because nothing i ever do seems to work. i feel like you hate me and dont want anything to do with me. i feel liek everything is over before anything even started. i feel like you dont want to deal with me and you just dont want anything to do with me anymore. i feel like i ruined everything. like im sitting here just staring at the screen for minutes not even typing anything. i mean everything seemed so clear and now i dont know anymore.
im just a fucking idiot. no epiphany can ever change that. nothing can
whats that quote? to the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world
one minute youre on top of the world and the next youre just barely making it
its tearing me apart and i dont know what to do. i dont. i thought i did but i guess i dont. i know what i want. and i know what im willing to do for it. but i dont know what you want. and i dont know what you want me to do. and i dont know what to do anymore because nothing i ever do seems to work. i feel like you hate me and dont want anything to do with me. i feel liek everything is over before anything even started. i feel like you dont want to deal with me and you just dont want anything to do with me anymore. i feel like i ruined everything. like im sitting here just staring at the screen for minutes not even typing anything. i mean everything seemed so clear and now i dont know anymore.
im just a fucking idiot. no epiphany can ever change that. nothing can
whats that quote? to the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world