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Apr 15, 2004 23:22

well i ahvent updated in a while. i guess i dont really have that much to complain about. long week, im skipping school and going ot the car show tomorrow. been doin less work each day haha. i dont do work anymore. for anything. especially math. i havent done my math homework in about 3 months. i do work for psych and govt, and english is just english. thats all i can say about english. schools just a drag now until its over, no one wants to be there really. i see everyone having so much work all the time, i never had that much when i was in any grade. ive just always been really lucky that i dont get work.
read a really good book called the pact, its about 3 black friends from the getto in newark in that area that were really smart and made a plan to become doctors and how they fought their through the temptations of rdug dealing, drugs, violence, and all of that you experience in lower income areas. really good book, the 3 of them wrote it.
now i can finally read my jfk book, but i have so many magazines to read too, im never going to finish anything.
i have to send ap scores to rutgers but i have to call the place. it doesnt work. ahhh
car show tomorrow, its been eh the past couple of years but i haerd theres some sick cars there this year, so looking forward to that. me n sherwin are takin the train in and i gotta be back in time to get ot work at 330 which sucks, but we'll survive. missing seeing kill bill the day it comes out like everyone else is, im gonan wind up seeing it alone probably, hah.
work till 930 tomorrow, then idk after?
its already april. i never knew this year would go by so fast. it makes you stop and think, wow, college is really close. you really are growing up. youve had ups and downs. high school is supposed to be the best 4 years of your life isnt it? even though ive hated most of it, these really have been the best 4 years. i know who im still going to be talking to in 3 or 4 years down the road when im done with college. and i cant wait for med school. that's what i was meant to do. be a doctor. probably an er doctor. and i know that. im really looking forward to that.
and im looking forward to really getting involved in the student government and stuff at rutgers. me n jon wanna do that. college is gonna be great. volleyball and shit. good times ahead
but now i just cant wait for summer. or at least warm weather. im gonna play vball this weekened hopefully and goto the beach too. its so nice out. today especially. i took the porsche out, nice breeze nice temp.
fucking summer job i got fucked over because well obviously someone complained about me last year at the swmi club, probably tom or joy one of those bitches that no one liked and now i cant fucking be a camp gurad bc of that. thats bullshit i wasnt any worse than anyone else who worked there, but i got complained about, which is ridiculous. now i have to find another job? this sucks so much. nothing can rival the money id make there, but i cant work 5 or 6 days a week until 7-9 anymore! i want a fucking life its my last summer and now this bullshit? i should shove something up their asses, im never gonna beable to pass the test again after this year so whatever
i was in the paper twice, in the press and transcript, for talking at the board of ed meeting about project promote the vote. quoted in the press, name mentioned in transcript. pretty cool? i got a personal letter from the superintendent too. haha im a loser
but the assmelby, our lil jon video rocked i hear everyone loved it. i miss making movies, especially good ones. we've had our attempts at shitty ones. they fucking blew.
some pretty good times lately. hopefully theyll keep coming. looking forwarrd to tomorrow night, i hope. looking forward to seeing you finallyyyy
bye
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