here we go
the papers are being served soon....
I am being threatened......
Called names and swore at in front of my son......
Its been nice,,,,,,
But i am ok with it....
this is exactly what he wanted.... and now he's mad because he is getting what he wanted.....
So why is this so stupid???
Why do I sorta feel bad??
I should be angry....
I should be hateful....
but I'm not.....
I do miss him......
But I am not alone.....
I have my son......
I have myself.....
I have my friends.....
Maybe one day, I'll have "you"........ or maybe not.....
But guess what....
What has been done was not for you.....
It was for me.... It was for Joshua.....
It was not about money... we have survived a long time without it........
It is about responsibility and consequences.....
Enjoy the grass on the other side..... because when it turns brown..... its still all you are going to have in the end.
I am being threatened......
Called names and swore at in front of my son......
Its been nice,,,,,,
But i am ok with it....
this is exactly what he wanted.... and now he's mad because he is getting what he wanted.....
So why is this so stupid???
Why do I sorta feel bad??
I should be angry....
I should be hateful....
but I'm not.....
I do miss him......
But I am not alone.....
I have my son......
I have myself.....
I have my friends.....
Maybe one day, I'll have "you"........ or maybe not.....
But guess what....
What has been done was not for you.....
It was for me.... It was for Joshua.....
It was not about money... we have survived a long time without it........
It is about responsibility and consequences.....
Enjoy the grass on the other side..... because when it turns brown..... its still all you are going to have in the end.