Jan 14, 2007 02:01
Well it has been two weeks since my last cigarett. I feel amazingly well. I have been rather introspective lately. Feel kinda empty inside. I have not had much weight gain. Maybe 5 lbs. I am concerned for the third week. it is always three for me. Third hour, day, week, month. I could never make sense of it. I feel i can make it. I have been to the smokey bar a few times and had no desire to smoke. I really regret going because in the morning my lungs hurt like hell. My friends go there so it is worth it regardless. I really have a lot running around in my head lately, but I really do not have the energy to talk about it now. I am due for a major lj update, here soon. Untill that point good nite.