Where there's a WILL there's a way..or so I thought. . . .
So I hadn't heard from Will in like 2 weeks and searched for his number, texted him and he said he's been busy. oh well, he obviously doesn't care about me and what do i care. It's over; finally and for ever.
Well guess who, and I are fighting.. i guess, I dunno I'm sick of the way certain people treat me and when i try to throw the shit they're giving me, back at them, it blows up and i'm in even a bigger mess than the first place.
The thing is, a certain someone always holds me to my word, and then never gives me their word on anything! Its always "gee, well, i'll see, maybe, possibly, if i have nothing better to do....." I dunno, but to me that sounds like the signs and symptoms of Halla-back-girl-syndrome.. lol It hurts my feelings, and i also do sooo much for them that goes unappreciated... "but josh, i didn't ask you to" soooooooooo that doesnt mean you didnt accept or shouldn't show grattitude or even on the rare occasion "reciprocate the favor"
*sigh* I don't try to expect too much from people, they always end up stabbing me in the back anyway, but i do try to treat others the way i want to be treated. Or maybe i'm all wrong.. i dont know.. nor do i care.
I have just completed my first week of FXB and other than this head cold i feel.. er.. ok
whatever
im just going to go to bed
Well guess who, and I are fighting.. i guess, I dunno I'm sick of the way certain people treat me and when i try to throw the shit they're giving me, back at them, it blows up and i'm in even a bigger mess than the first place.
The thing is, a certain someone always holds me to my word, and then never gives me their word on anything! Its always "gee, well, i'll see, maybe, possibly, if i have nothing better to do....." I dunno, but to me that sounds like the signs and symptoms of Halla-back-girl-syndrome.. lol It hurts my feelings, and i also do sooo much for them that goes unappreciated... "but josh, i didn't ask you to" soooooooooo that doesnt mean you didnt accept or shouldn't show grattitude or even on the rare occasion "reciprocate the favor"
*sigh* I don't try to expect too much from people, they always end up stabbing me in the back anyway, but i do try to treat others the way i want to be treated. Or maybe i'm all wrong.. i dont know.. nor do i care.
I have just completed my first week of FXB and other than this head cold i feel.. er.. ok
whatever
im just going to go to bed