Really will anyone read this?
I have a video on my desktop that is my suicide note. What normal person has that? I have everything that I could ever want but yet it isn't enough. I have an amazing boyfriend who is willing to support me and give me my forever, I am blessed to have gained a family that I know loves me and will help me with anything. I have the life that I have always wanted but I am not satisfied with any of it. What the hell is wrong with me? Why do I want to end my life so badly? I have nothing that is going so horribly going on in my life.