Aug 08, 2011 15:35
has been in the hospital since thursday and I just found out last night. I hate that kat waited this long to tell me I mean regardless of what is going on with my father and I, I should at least be notified or something. He has been jumping from ICU and the place where they watch your heart. I was going to go visit but kat said I should hold off. Why should I have to hold off? You called me and told me my father wasn't doing so good and you want me to hold off? All I am doing is sitting and worrying and I have to hold off seeing my father. He turned blue because his oxygen level was 40 and he is confused and doesn't know where he is at. A priest went and saw him yesterday which only makes my mind wonder and race even more. I can't keep my mind focused because all I can do is sit and think "What if?"