Jul 19, 2011 09:48
I got the itch in my wrist to taste blade once again.
I can't control it and I hate it.
I start rubbing my wrist on things anything really.
It has been happening a lot more lately.
That horrible itching feeling of needing to dig under my skin with something sharp.
Watch it all stop and cry and hate myself for it.
I had a dream I cut my thigh really deep and it scared/made me feel good.
I am sick and I just take my anti-anxiety meds to the max.