Scared
What can I say? Back in the hospital with a blood alcohol level of .5. Last time I check I should have been dead
or at least in a coma. I am just back to my old ways. My relationship is at risk and he is the only guy I want.
Suicide seems like the answer so bad this time. I have nothing to lose I haven't left a mark on anyone. So I would just
be another grave in the graveyard. I don't talk to either to my parents so they wouldn't know at all. I could just disappear forever
and I would finally be happy.
or at least in a coma. I am just back to my old ways. My relationship is at risk and he is the only guy I want.
Suicide seems like the answer so bad this time. I have nothing to lose I haven't left a mark on anyone. So I would just
be another grave in the graveyard. I don't talk to either to my parents so they wouldn't know at all. I could just disappear forever
and I would finally be happy.