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well, i'm, 21 years old. i'm not in college. i live in new bedford. i have very limited money. about time i did something with my life, eh?
my thoughts exactly, good sir.
well, what are you waiting for then?
waiting for? why, i'm waiting for you, of course.
waiting for ME? but why?
don't you see it?
see WHAT?
we are one in the same, one person.
i know THAT. but why should you wait for me?
because you want to go too.
you dare presume what i feel?
yes. we are as one. i know exactly how you feel.
bullshit. you don't know anything!
ahhh but that's the trick, isn't it?
WHAT are you rambling on about NOW?
i don't know anything. but i do know someone. it's you.
how can you know someone and yet not know anything?
it's easy.
oh yeah?
yes. i never see, hear, feel, smell, or think anything that you don't, but everything that you experience, i experience too.
but i know lots of things, how can you know nothing?
i never said i knew nothing. i said i know you.
but if all our experiences are the same, how can you not know what i know?
i never said all our experiences were the same.
yes you did. look, it's right up there^
what i said is to be taken in it's simplest form. i experience everything that you experience, but not in the same way you experience it. i draw my own conclusions.
perspective then?
yes.
i see now.
i knew you would, but will you do anything?
what are you talking about?
i said, will you do anything?
like what?
like act.
act?
yes. act on this new enlightenment.
well, i don;t know.
why?
what do you mean why?
i meant just what i said. why?
well, it's just that that decision is still in front of me.
it is behind me.
how?
easy. i already made my decision.
but why?
i trust my feelings.
that wasn't a very good explanation.
i trust my feelings. i trust that whatever happens, whatever the circumstances, i will still trust ,my feelings and will always follow them.
well then, how noble of you.
noble?
yeah.
may i ask you a question?
i don;t think i can stop you.
of course you can.
well, go ahead.
do you believe in i?
WHAT?
do you believe that you and i are separate people.
well, no.
then why do you assume that i have motives?
it's just, well, i guess i'm used to judging people.
i know.
then why did you ask???
because now, we know.
we?
yes. i consider us serarate.
why?
because you treat us as such.
i see.
it's not too late, you know.
yes, i know.
ahhh, that's better.
what?
for the first time in years, i feel as if i really got through to you.
still separate then?
yes. years worth of abuse can hardly be ammended in a single moment.
~sigh~
do not be discouraged.
and why shouldn't i be?
i'm not.
random randomness from a vivid stream of thought, if you get something from it, good, if not, then it was not meant to be.
my thoughts exactly, good sir.
well, what are you waiting for then?
waiting for? why, i'm waiting for you, of course.
waiting for ME? but why?
don't you see it?
see WHAT?
we are one in the same, one person.
i know THAT. but why should you wait for me?
because you want to go too.
you dare presume what i feel?
yes. we are as one. i know exactly how you feel.
bullshit. you don't know anything!
ahhh but that's the trick, isn't it?
WHAT are you rambling on about NOW?
i don't know anything. but i do know someone. it's you.
how can you know someone and yet not know anything?
it's easy.
oh yeah?
yes. i never see, hear, feel, smell, or think anything that you don't, but everything that you experience, i experience too.
but i know lots of things, how can you know nothing?
i never said i knew nothing. i said i know you.
but if all our experiences are the same, how can you not know what i know?
i never said all our experiences were the same.
yes you did. look, it's right up there^
what i said is to be taken in it's simplest form. i experience everything that you experience, but not in the same way you experience it. i draw my own conclusions.
perspective then?
yes.
i see now.
i knew you would, but will you do anything?
what are you talking about?
i said, will you do anything?
like what?
like act.
act?
yes. act on this new enlightenment.
well, i don;t know.
why?
what do you mean why?
i meant just what i said. why?
well, it's just that that decision is still in front of me.
it is behind me.
how?
easy. i already made my decision.
but why?
i trust my feelings.
that wasn't a very good explanation.
i trust my feelings. i trust that whatever happens, whatever the circumstances, i will still trust ,my feelings and will always follow them.
well then, how noble of you.
noble?
yeah.
may i ask you a question?
i don;t think i can stop you.
of course you can.
well, go ahead.
do you believe in i?
WHAT?
do you believe that you and i are separate people.
well, no.
then why do you assume that i have motives?
it's just, well, i guess i'm used to judging people.
i know.
then why did you ask???
because now, we know.
we?
yes. i consider us serarate.
why?
because you treat us as such.
i see.
it's not too late, you know.
yes, i know.
ahhh, that's better.
what?
for the first time in years, i feel as if i really got through to you.
still separate then?
yes. years worth of abuse can hardly be ammended in a single moment.
~sigh~
do not be discouraged.
and why shouldn't i be?
i'm not.
random randomness from a vivid stream of thought, if you get something from it, good, if not, then it was not meant to be.