In Krakow-and bummed

[josephenecat]

This entire trip to Poland has been unbelievably stressful and tiring. Im exhausted, lonely, and feel like Ive been on some emotional rollercoaster. Im not trying to say that it has been all bad; there are many things that Ive realized and will hopefully retain after this trip that are incredibly beneficial. Overall however Im disappointed. Im

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[rampantpanda]

Hey, sorry you are having such a tough time! I didn't know you are doing the meatless thing now! That's great! People will get tired of talking about it eventually, I imagine. My family did. Definitely take advantage of all this time to think and write to make some plans for your future! Sounds like an excellent time to do it. If nothing else you can now accurately describe what you do NOT want for yourself.

[josephenecat]

Lol thanks Rue. Im actually back and moved to Dallas. Kellen got a job here. I just got here a couple days ago and am continuing feeling like crap. Now I just feel all out of place and not sure why Im here....doubting my relationship because I feel like I should be happy that I get to be here with him and instead am miserable. Not sure whats going on.

[rampantpanda]

Spend some time in Austin. I hear people there are more like us. And don't worry about "should". You are what you are, and it's perfectly possible that just having a stable relationship does not save you from being unhappy. It's happened to me before, but it passed, in my case (and the relationship remained strong).