Feb 19, 2008 23:26
I promised you that I would see you again. I said I wouldn't say good-bye because "good-bye" was such a finale. I wasn't ready to say those words to you so I promised I'd see you again. But you're gone now. Just a few hours now but I can't see you again. Are my words so weak that they hold no ground? Do these words turn to ash from the moment they leave my mouth? I feel so vile and cheap and disgusting. I wish I could have saved you. Now I'm hollow, feeling dead inside. I feel dead inside when I should be mourning for you. How selfish of me.
Eunice Park, find peace and comfort now.