Eat your heart out King.
I worked at papmurpheys yesterday from 9 am to 9 pm last night 12 hours, at papmurpheys the crapiest crap job ever. and all i ate was some cookie dough. until i got home at like 10:30 pm and made a really greasy pizza wich just hurt my stomach. and its not like i already dont sleep only 3 or 4 hours each night. its not like i try and stay up in fact most of the night im laying in bed just trying to sleep. too much on my mind lately. PLUS, ive recently discovered that over the past 8 er 9 months my conscience has gone somewhat astray from the path. im sure its somewhere in the depths of my callused heart yelling as loud as it can trying to get my attention. with no avail. I just think i should feel alot worse about some of my decisions, but to be completly honest they do make things alittle better for a time. but i guess they are the source of my problems anyway so it kinda works out that way i guess. it could be worse though, i mean like i do make alot of the meetings now, though i havent gone to the bible study in about 6 months or service for that matter. but i got some hours like 3 er 4 months ago. and ive seen people make worse mistakes! im still not going to tell you what they are and probably wont for those of you i dont really know. and i probably wont for those i do know even those i know well. ask if you want maybe youll catch me in a talkative mood. doubt it. bye.