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[jori]

Nothing new really. Starting school tomorrow and a new job. Yipee. Feel a little left out lately. Was supposed to be part of something important to me and super important to some people who i love..and i wasn't. it made me sad. I know we don't see each other as often anymore but i don't feel that should matter. You don't call someone a "best

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[mandiejay]

If you want to talk about this, talk to me! Don't post it on your LJ.

Since you've been back from Florida we have barely seen one another. Things changed since you've left. I'm sorry, but they have.

Stop playing the part of the innocent person who gets left out of everything. It seems like everytime you post something, you complain about not having friends.

You've dropped the ball too, not just me. Who didn't show up on my graduation day?? It would have been nice to see you or get a phone call at least.

Whatever.

[jori]

yep..things certainly are different. I do try to call you and hang out and stuff but you either tell me your phone is broke or you don't answer at your house. I hate the way things are and I feel as if I really tried to hang out and make an effort. My summer has been crazy and our work hours didn't really make it easy to hang out all the time like we used to. It did suck that I didn't show up on graduation but I did send you a comment on lj and I think i called the next day to tell you that I have a present for you. This really isn't the place to be talking about this but i suck at confrontation and talking face to face. I still have trouble telling jon what's wrong with me sometimes. It's the worst part of our relationship. i dont know why i can't confront people but it's just something i've never been able to do. SO i guess all i'm saying is that right now i feel like shit about the way things are between us. I don't want to blame either of us cuz i think it's equally both of our faults. maybe we should just forgive and

[littlebit7888]

I know that I probably shouldn't be posting this, because it wasn't directed to me...but when I know that one of my best friends is upset, I find it hard not to put in my opinion

[jori]

as i said in my comment...it's both our faults. i know that and i hope that manda realizes that as well. I know that maybe i haven't had as much time this summer as i would like to hang out with people. And i know that i do ask for favors from her. But i have tried calling her and have not gotten an answer. There are many times that jon and i just want to hang out with brian and manda but we call/beep and no one answers so it doesn't happen. at that point, i feel it is their turn to contact us. The alcohol for a haircut was jon's idea. We both thought it would be a good payment. if manda wants money...ask for it! she never has asked! i take it as a favor that she cuts our hairs. I dont think it's all manda's fault and i said that earlier. I also feel that my lj is MINE so if this is the place i need to vent, then i'm gonna do it. I suck at confrontation and i always will so writing is my outlet.

[behindthechair]

I won't get on you for venting on lj!! I don't it AAAAALLLLLL the time. But honestly...stepping back and looking at the situation from BOTH sides, alot of little things happened between you two that started to seperate you. It's no ones fault, it's just the way life happens. When people change, relationships change. When I look at both of you and how much you've changed in the past 6 months, you're both very different women. Don't feel like you're being left out, she's a busy woman now!! She's got boards and a job to worry about, and a husband and daughter to look after. I still consider Manda to be one of my BEST friends, and we hardly see each other anymore either. But I know she's there if I call her, and I know where to find her too. The same goes for her. But, I know we're both busy, and just because we don't talk doesn't mean we're not friends. I think you just need to re-evaluate the situation...maybe it's not as bad as you think.

[jori]

I agree. thank you for posting a non biased comment. that's why i love you lay. you step back and look at the situation. It probably isn't as bad as i think. the only thing that truly hurt me was not being invited to her wedding that i was supposed to be the maid of honor for. everyone gets on me for not confronting manda, but she could have confronted me as well instead of talking to other people about her issues with me. I think we both went about OUR relationship the wrong way and we are the only ones that can fix it. I still consider you and manda to be two of my best friends and i always will!! if i'm home this weekend, lets all three of us have a girls day or night!!

[behindthechair]

Sounds good to me...I work ALL this weekend. But next week greg and I are camping. Maybe we can have a Fire and cook over the fire food (ie. hotdogs....lol). We'll be there all week. We have to set something up. Exept, visitors have to be out by 10 (lame)