Emotionally Drained
I've just got up and believe it or not thats the first time i've slept till 1:30, usually i sleep till 11:30 -12:00, i must have been extremely tired. When i woke up today i realized how lonely i am. I mean not friends wise, i'm well set with them, but it's like i need a guy or something. I dont know, not a boyfriend just a really good friend that i can talk to and cuddle with me when i need it. Now that i think of it, it's been really long time since i've been loved,hugged or kissed even. If i could cry i would, but i can't because i'm so incredibly tired. I quite frankly do not have the engergy to, as of right now. I also feel like i have lost my best friend, Joanna, she just doesn't call me anymore and whenever were around each other or on the phone it's really akward. I dont think i would have the strength enough to loose someone that close to me. And i miss Aaron so much. He's away on vacation in Jamica (