this is me not studying for chem
I have been weird and unmotivated lately. I think I am just run down from this semester. IT IS DRAGGING ON FOREVER GOD WHEN WILL IT STOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPP. It's just like, I want to do work but it's really hard to actually...make myself do it. For fuck's sake I was trying to write an email to Opa (which entails solely of talking about myself) and I could barely get throughit. IF I CAN'T EVEN TALK ABOUT MYSELF WHAT AM I GOING TO DO.
I only have a week of classes left and then another week until I am done with this semester foreverrrrrrr. Also I get my new phone on the day of my second and last final. I am ecstatic you have no idea. I am probably almost as excited about getting my new phone as I am about going home to my mister. I'm not really sure what that says about me. :V
So like I know it's none of my business but Diane's relationship with Alex is kind of bothering me. Diane and I were in Central Perk (yes just like friends) on main street the other day and he was there, and when she went up to say hi to him he didn't look very excited. Like, I think Zack is more excited to see me every day than Alex was to see Diane. And I am not putting Zack's penis in or around my mouth. I dunno. He's like 10 years older than her and he somehow doesn't know what he wants relationship wise and "ALL THAT MATTERS IS WE ARE BOTH COMFORTABLE WITH WHAT WE'RE DOING!" well of course he's comfortable with what you're doing you're putting out with no committment. I swear if she starts ranting about those RAGING WHORES who hook up with people I am so bringing it up. And she is all "hurr I'm not going to have penis in vagina sex yet!! at least not until next semester LOLZ" yeah ok you should still have condoms and also IS THAT REALLY HOW YOU WANT YOUR FIRST TIME TO BE. with a guy who is 10 years older than you and has a weak handshake and isn't even willing to commit to a title. IF IT DOESN'T MATTER WHY CAN'T HE JUST GO WITH IT dosdfioudjfgkf
My sister had a similar situation with her last boyfriend who didn't want to say he was a boyfriend for the longest time. WHAT IS IT WITH GUYS AND DOING THIS. I DON'T GET IT. You are willing to put appendages in her hoo-hah but aren't willing to call yourself her boyfriend WHY DO PEOPLE DO THIS
I can't even keep track of what I post. Did I already mention zack is going to get a new wardrobe because I told him he dresses like a slob? I'm just trying to help him land a girlfriend. He sent me a pix message earlier like OMG DOES THIS CLASH so I think so far I have had a positive effect on him. He made a shitton of jello shots too, since his creepy uncle brought him various kinds of booze when they visited last weekend. We are going to celebrate after our chem exam tomorrow. I am not going to have more than 3 because I am a lightweight. Whoooooooooops. He wants me to tell this girl on my floor who is a) single and b) has expressed that he is cute (back when they all thought I was bangin' him) so he can chat her up and stuff. She is the right kind of crazy for him I think.
About the "EVERYONE THOUGHT I WAS BANGING ZACK" thing. We're in like, all the same classes practically. Same homework, same tests, etc. So he would chill in my room (DOOR OPEN) while we do work or review lab reports and blahblah. all the girls on my floor are all like OMG HE'S CUTE ARE YOU TAPPING THAT and I'm like FUCK OFFFFFFF GOD I hate gossip.
So yeah anyway I met his creepy uncle on the way up from grabbing my laundry and he gave me a hug and was like A HANDSHAKE WOULDN'T DO AFTER ALL WE'VE HEARD ABOUT YOU. it leaves me wondering what he has told them about me?? also he offered to help me fold my laundry. D: I HAD PANTIES IN THERE
Hmm let's see what else is going on. Oh right me not studying for my chem exam tomorrow evening HAHAHA SILLY ME
I only have a week of classes left and then another week until I am done with this semester foreverrrrrrr. Also I get my new phone on the day of my second and last final. I am ecstatic you have no idea. I am probably almost as excited about getting my new phone as I am about going home to my mister. I'm not really sure what that says about me. :V
So like I know it's none of my business but Diane's relationship with Alex is kind of bothering me. Diane and I were in Central Perk (yes just like friends) on main street the other day and he was there, and when she went up to say hi to him he didn't look very excited. Like, I think Zack is more excited to see me every day than Alex was to see Diane. And I am not putting Zack's penis in or around my mouth. I dunno. He's like 10 years older than her and he somehow doesn't know what he wants relationship wise and "ALL THAT MATTERS IS WE ARE BOTH COMFORTABLE WITH WHAT WE'RE DOING!" well of course he's comfortable with what you're doing you're putting out with no committment. I swear if she starts ranting about those RAGING WHORES who hook up with people I am so bringing it up. And she is all "hurr I'm not going to have penis in vagina sex yet!! at least not until next semester LOLZ" yeah ok you should still have condoms and also IS THAT REALLY HOW YOU WANT YOUR FIRST TIME TO BE. with a guy who is 10 years older than you and has a weak handshake and isn't even willing to commit to a title. IF IT DOESN'T MATTER WHY CAN'T HE JUST GO WITH IT dosdfioudjfgkf
My sister had a similar situation with her last boyfriend who didn't want to say he was a boyfriend for the longest time. WHAT IS IT WITH GUYS AND DOING THIS. I DON'T GET IT. You are willing to put appendages in her hoo-hah but aren't willing to call yourself her boyfriend WHY DO PEOPLE DO THIS
I can't even keep track of what I post. Did I already mention zack is going to get a new wardrobe because I told him he dresses like a slob? I'm just trying to help him land a girlfriend. He sent me a pix message earlier like OMG DOES THIS CLASH so I think so far I have had a positive effect on him. He made a shitton of jello shots too, since his creepy uncle brought him various kinds of booze when they visited last weekend. We are going to celebrate after our chem exam tomorrow. I am not going to have more than 3 because I am a lightweight. Whoooooooooops. He wants me to tell this girl on my floor who is a) single and b) has expressed that he is cute (back when they all thought I was bangin' him) so he can chat her up and stuff. She is the right kind of crazy for him I think.
About the "EVERYONE THOUGHT I WAS BANGING ZACK" thing. We're in like, all the same classes practically. Same homework, same tests, etc. So he would chill in my room (DOOR OPEN) while we do work or review lab reports and blahblah. all the girls on my floor are all like OMG HE'S CUTE ARE YOU TAPPING THAT and I'm like FUCK OFFFFFFF GOD I hate gossip.
So yeah anyway I met his creepy uncle on the way up from grabbing my laundry and he gave me a hug and was like A HANDSHAKE WOULDN'T DO AFTER ALL WE'VE HEARD ABOUT YOU. it leaves me wondering what he has told them about me?? also he offered to help me fold my laundry. D: I HAD PANTIES IN THERE
Hmm let's see what else is going on. Oh right me not studying for my chem exam tomorrow evening HAHAHA SILLY ME