Don't Stop Believin'
today was absolutely....tiring. all of my drive has been taken away from school. i dont have any more life left in me. its jsut all school and work. i count the days before i leave for north. i feel really old. i really dont even know why i use this anymore. im thinking about getting rid of it. i guess i just like to think theres enough hope in the race that we can all just read about each others "feelings" and care. i think its more addictive than soothing. but not yet. just a few more entries. im so mentally and physically exhausted, so im going to go to bed. night, nick.