Haunting
i really hate feeling weak, like i'm not in control of my own feelings. kinda like how i feel right this second and most of today. i mean.... its just so....unusual. all of my emotions are hyper-sensitive, and i don't know why. the smallest things make me angry or somber. it just...feels like shit. and now...i just wanna kill someone. my parents are on a rampage for no fucking reason, and its just fueling a fire that will burst sooner or later. yknow, im still fucking happy, but i just HATE when people rain in on my parade, especially when theyre my own fucking parents! but, who will read this and care, i mean, everyone's parents are like that. im not horny anymore, just extremely lonely, and very...strange. like old times, but different. its weird. im talking in riddles. i better go. i have some pondering to accomplish. yours, nick.