I Feel Bohemian
my eyes are watery as hell. i always get like that around fans for some reason. stuck in the house, with nothing to do. its almost two in the morning and i cant go to sleep. i think im gonna watch donnie darko, and i hope i can stay awake. finally beat the longest ps game ever today. the legend of dragoon. four discs. sixty hours of play. i dont ever want to see it again. saw rent. i liked it. it was...better than i expected. it just seemed to last foreverrrrr. i kept asking, is this the end? all the songs were ok. and now i can understand the original soundtrack. loved the character mark. reminds me of...me. i ordered a bolex camera today. one of those 8 mm cameras and some film for christmas time. hopefully with enough inspiration i'll make something. i was pondering about what to do after high school today, for like three minutes. then i decided i would rather take the dreamers road than the realistic one, because im a dreamer kind of guy. then again, i want to be a moviemaker and well, i really havent made one yet so i cant really say anything. i should make one and see if im any good. god i hardly see the screen. getting tix for the stones concert in march. might be able to fly up and see them in january. recently i've been listening to them a lot and i have gained a lot of respect for them. start work again tomorrow. i need to quit. find a new job that doesnt totally suck. got sick yesterday. couldnt eat a lot of thanksgiving food. its all gone now. no dessert and my sweet tooth is blowing up with madness. heard something interesting this week, that made me look into my history and search my feelings. i know what is right and i know i cant do it. i need a cough drop. im gonna go get one and put some music on, so im gonna leave. yours, jonas. (and holy shit, that came out without even me thinking it.) i mean, nick.