My Life As A Soap
once again, here i am, moping again. by the way this week is going, i'll be dead by friday. i havent had something to look forward to for a while. thats one of the only things keeping me going too. i have halloween horror nights, but my birthday has been cursed since i was 7 and my girlfriend in kindergarten said she was cheating on me with some douchebag in class. yup. almost ten years now. on to even better news, shae is gone. 7 classes of warning. wtf. who will understand my mopiness? wait. dont answer that. i will miss her. a lot. i guess its just another thing to move on from though, which i guess is a part of life. i still have a lot of key figures in my life. i havent lost anyone, well, i take that back. but i wont explain it. god i dont know im just kinda sick, and miserable from watching too many soaps, and too many terry gilliam movies. and there is no too many gilliam movies. ok. i guess i feel better. comment if you wish, ttyl, nick.