All You Need Is Love

[jonas_can]

i have no freaking idea why i am updating but somthign tells me i should. it's the only i can reach some people. i just got into the states from denmark yesterday afternoon and im staying with my aunt and uncle in maine. it's where i was last summer. i'd like to say something, and maybe im just being really dumb or really i dont know emotional but i miss all of you. i fucking do! i call you and i try to email you and i can only reach some of you and when i do, i guess i just want to hear everyones voices again. i want to come back and just be like the old nick, the happy jonas. i am that now, but no one accepts it anymore. yes, i was messed up before i left and lost a lot of good friends, that i have now gained back with trust. yes, i was desperately lonely and did some stupid things and made stupid remarks. can't anyone forgive me? can't anyone talk to me? i've called shae, drew, clay, kyle, annie, and michelle. i patched things up, and made things good with everyone, except one who i got to build trust with. you know who you are. i miss my best friend. someone i lost. i made an unimaginable mistake with her and i can't apologize enough. if i could do anything to have her love me the way she used to, i would do it immediately and without question. i mean this to all of my good friends who are girls, and maybe this is stupid for saying this but, i most mean it for shae. i'm glad that everyone is well and happy, and everyone enjoy the rest of you time in summer and make the most out of it. be safe. i love you all, Nick. Or Jonas, if that appeals, because he's back. :)

P.s please comment, i'd like to hear how everyone is doing