Yeah I Know
ok i know i havent updated in a long long while and maybe i should have, but these past two weeks have been so fast and miserable and happy and slow and wuiet and loud and everything else rolled up into one huge ball of feelings. i cannot possibly describe to you what has happened in the past couple weeks. i'll just start from what happened this weekend. "Look Homeward, Angel" opened Thursday night in the black box. i cannot tell you how nervewracking it was to do that play, i swear to god it was probably one of the most fun things i've ever done and one of the least fun, but i loved every minute of it. we did three shows, and we all did very well. especially trevor, hootman, drew, tony, annie, tina, and not kenny. i think sooner or later im going to start tech for joseph too. haha and i saw little shop yesterday at cultural park and met the infamous miss carol. shes nice. i asked leo if i could do some t6ech for sweeney todd and he said sure why not? i was like sweet. well i guess thats basically my whole weekend. late last night i watched the shining, because people kept coming over and all i wanted to do was watch my freakin movie. thats about it. now into deeper stuff. really deep inside, im really fuckin lonely. i always get a sweet taste of someone new, and get it thrashed in my face sooner or later. i've moved on from last year, thats pretty obvious, but to where? to more sadness and heartbreak? i guess what im saying is that nick needs a girl. i mean, i have all these beautiful surround me each and every day, but what does it mean? i cant date them. i need someone new, someone i dont know. whatever, maybe im just dreaming. no big deal. i better go to school now, i'll talk to you all later, galileo.