Here I Go
after such a great freaking summer, why does everything else in the world have to suck ass? i mean, my school sucks, i have no drive in what i want to do, im losing some good friends, my ex's are taking over the world, and im stuck here with a confused face and crossed eyes. i hate everyday. i hate school. i hate women. every girl i have seen lately i have fallen in love with, but only to think theyre too old, too smart, too pretty or they just know im too weird. i mean, it really really sucks. this has nothing to do with annie either, because i see her and i just feel nothing anymore, no like, no hate, just...blah. i hate school, the only thing that i even live for is theatre and movies, but i mean, i stress about it everyday just about getting there. i hate it. i mean theres only a specific amount of friends i trust and care about and all the others are kind of just there and im just...i dont know....depressed. im thinking about quitting publix, i mean, its really pissing me off and im starting to hate all the customers. maybe im just becoming a mean guy. w/e, i really dont care. anyways, i AM looking forward to ms thoms play which i hope to get into soon and i am looking forward to working tech for Joseph and the Technicolor Dreamcoat, so yeah thats pretty cool and me and hootie are going to a UFTA meeting thing on saturday so im excited about that. i guess i just needed to vent. now im watching will and grace while i eat some food before the hurricane rush comes in and takes all me movies:(. later guys, jonas.