back again to reflect
jesus, reading this last articles ive wrote really woke me up. i forgot how fun it was back then, but now i realise that i cane never do drugs as fast as i was doing them before, its fun but damn when it all stops it seems like the world has ended and life is boring anf meaninglesss. so ive finally quit smoking weed im off that shit for about 2 weeks now and 2 weeks is better than nothing so shut the fuck up. no more white drugs except i am looking for some x or some acid. btu in short no more coke.meth i dont want to walk down that path again. coke binges are like falling off a cliff and having to climb right back up again just to get back to where you started. fuck that. now i just drink coffe smoke cigs and drink beer as much as my budget alows it and im happy enough. ok im done now.