the worst feeling ever
today i saw my girlfriend cheating on me. she was my first, and we talked so much about the future. about our baby, about being together forever. and i saw what they were doing through the window of his house. i was going to walk in but he locked the door. so i just walked to my trailer, grabed all my shit and drove off. i left here a note, i went something like: "sorry i cant be what he is to you." im so alone, and afraid, i lost the only person i loved, i trusted, i wanted to be with more than anyone else in the world....and now shes gone.