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Can I stop getting randomly sick? It's really starting to interrupt my fucking life. I'm finally going to the doctor, I've decided. I'm going to get some blood tests to figure out exactly what the fuck is wrong with me.
Not to mention the neigh oppressive work environment doesn't help. What the hell.
It doesn't help that I'm terrified of needles getting anywhere near me. Even if someone goes with me I'll probably still be a blubbering pile of mush before they even get me into the exam room.
That said, I have all but powered through the Uglies series in the last week. I'm on the third book now, and I'm already considering checking out 'Extras'. This is what happens when you get curious about an RP character's canon. I'm loving these, really. It's been the perfect habit to get me back into reading. Naturally it's not the perfect series, but it's done enough to make me read through each one in a matter of a couple days. I have a feeling I'll be a bit bereft when it's over. More importantly, reading again has helped my writing improve tenfold. I was having trouble with my logs the past few months, but it's like something snapped free and I'm a box full of fresh material again. It feels good to be out of the stale writing block.
And now, more than ever, I want to be back in school. I'm wanting to be in class and just. Existing at school would make me feel good, like I'm doing something again.
Winter has been too long. I'm finally picking back up.
Not to mention the neigh oppressive work environment doesn't help. What the hell.
It doesn't help that I'm terrified of needles getting anywhere near me. Even if someone goes with me I'll probably still be a blubbering pile of mush before they even get me into the exam room.
That said, I have all but powered through the Uglies series in the last week. I'm on the third book now, and I'm already considering checking out 'Extras'. This is what happens when you get curious about an RP character's canon. I'm loving these, really. It's been the perfect habit to get me back into reading. Naturally it's not the perfect series, but it's done enough to make me read through each one in a matter of a couple days. I have a feeling I'll be a bit bereft when it's over. More importantly, reading again has helped my writing improve tenfold. I was having trouble with my logs the past few months, but it's like something snapped free and I'm a box full of fresh material again. It feels good to be out of the stale writing block.
And now, more than ever, I want to be back in school. I'm wanting to be in class and just. Existing at school would make me feel good, like I'm doing something again.
Winter has been too long. I'm finally picking back up.