mindless drivel, pay no attention.
i want to know you,
even though you feel so far away,
and i want to love you,
even though our hearts may remain seperate....
I'm tired of hurting like this, i'm tired of waiting around for happiness, and i think i've finally accepted that i'm not going to be happy for a very very long time...in this, i find peace. You know who you are, i dont even have to tell you. You always have known who you are, and i know that even you cant make me happy...i find peace in this too. I find peace in you, and all i want to do is rest in peace. You make me feel like i just took a deep breath. Relieved and in pain. i dont want to be alone in this life. I dont want to be alone in this death either. i wish this depression would pass me over just for one night...i wish that JUST for one day, i would wake up to someone on the other side of my bed, and they would save me from this sadness. This sadness completes me....i wish someone could take it's place, but i dont think that's possible. It greets me with it's ghastly smile every day, and tucks me in with it's kiss of death every night....oh how spooky and typical of me. fuck this shit. GOD
even though you feel so far away,
and i want to love you,
even though our hearts may remain seperate....
I'm tired of hurting like this, i'm tired of waiting around for happiness, and i think i've finally accepted that i'm not going to be happy for a very very long time...in this, i find peace. You know who you are, i dont even have to tell you. You always have known who you are, and i know that even you cant make me happy...i find peace in this too. I find peace in you, and all i want to do is rest in peace. You make me feel like i just took a deep breath. Relieved and in pain. i dont want to be alone in this life. I dont want to be alone in this death either. i wish this depression would pass me over just for one night...i wish that JUST for one day, i would wake up to someone on the other side of my bed, and they would save me from this sadness. This sadness completes me....i wish someone could take it's place, but i dont think that's possible. It greets me with it's ghastly smile every day, and tucks me in with it's kiss of death every night....oh how spooky and typical of me. fuck this shit. GOD