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I am always fading away,
Fading slightly everyday,
Away from myself,
Away from my world,
Slipping slowly into oblivion.
I am slowly fading away,
A cruel torture, i must stay.
A broken silence to save my grace,
A broken promise over my face,
This nothingness completes me.
I am sorry, i fade away,
Hopefully to memories one day,
To leave this place, i wait and pray,
To be free from these wretched days,
To pass the time, and simply fade,
I am sorry, i fade away,
I am always fading away.
i just....cannot do this anymore. i dont know how to do this, this sadness. they keep telling me to get up and fight, to get up and fight, fight, fight.....what happens when i know i've lost the war? there is nothing left to fight for....nothing left for me to salvage. god, what is fucking wrong with me???? i cant stand that i am so broken...i'm not supposed to be broken, i'm supposed to be a triumphant heroin....i save the world...i am everyone's best friend......only my own worst enemy. i owe it to myself to be happy, but now that i finally realize this, i cannot find this supposed happiness.....i'm scared.
Fading slightly everyday,
Away from myself,
Away from my world,
Slipping slowly into oblivion.
I am slowly fading away,
A cruel torture, i must stay.
A broken silence to save my grace,
A broken promise over my face,
This nothingness completes me.
I am sorry, i fade away,
Hopefully to memories one day,
To leave this place, i wait and pray,
To be free from these wretched days,
To pass the time, and simply fade,
I am sorry, i fade away,
I am always fading away.
i just....cannot do this anymore. i dont know how to do this, this sadness. they keep telling me to get up and fight, to get up and fight, fight, fight.....what happens when i know i've lost the war? there is nothing left to fight for....nothing left for me to salvage. god, what is fucking wrong with me???? i cant stand that i am so broken...i'm not supposed to be broken, i'm supposed to be a triumphant heroin....i save the world...i am everyone's best friend......only my own worst enemy. i owe it to myself to be happy, but now that i finally realize this, i cannot find this supposed happiness.....i'm scared.