so as the days pass....

[joliefille154]

and the months fly by i have realized something. i have realized that i always help people before i help myself. i always take peoples problems on before i do mine. i care for my friends and family before myself and i let my life go to shit and not pay attention to clues that problems are growing. i can't seem to get anything under control. this semester has been hell and i just cant take it anymore. i have no desire to go to college anymore because everything has come crashing down during this time.

i dont know about anything anymore.

maybe this life is just a game that we have to play.

i am no good at games....