Halloween
I love fall, the smoky sharp taste of the air and the crunch of the leaves; and I love Halloween. I have tons of great Halloween memories that I won't bore you with just now. The thing is, I'm feeling lonely. I don't have many close friends, the kind you call up and go to a haunted house with or to a Halloween party. Or maybe I do know people I could do that with but I'm too shy to approach them about it.
I'm not outgoing at all, unless I'm forced or I'm pretending. It makes me sick that I feel like this. I am a great person. I guess I'm not very social, but I want to be. I want to feel included, and I don't right now. I wish I could say that I'm going to call a friend up tomorrow, but I know I won't.
God, I'm really boring and melodramatic. *slaps self upside the head*
Still, if I can't say this stuff here, where can I say it, right? :)
Anyway, Happy Halloween!
I'm not outgoing at all, unless I'm forced or I'm pretending. It makes me sick that I feel like this. I am a great person. I guess I'm not very social, but I want to be. I want to feel included, and I don't right now. I wish I could say that I'm going to call a friend up tomorrow, but I know I won't.
God, I'm really boring and melodramatic. *slaps self upside the head*
Still, if I can't say this stuff here, where can I say it, right? :)
Anyway, Happy Halloween!