She's not a girl who misses much... da-da-da-da da daa, yeeaaaah...
That song's been in my head for like a day straight. Along with all the other Beatles songs EVAR. ^_^ Not quite a bad thing, I guess. I like screeching loudly and off-key when I'm alone in my car... and I really really want to own ATU now.
It feels so right, yeah! Hold me tight, let me go on loving you.
Annnywho. Last night was neat! Sherri and Karen and James and I played let's go to the mall. And it was good times. <3 We did girly shoppingy things before James happened, then food, then Uno! And it was good. My sister was there which was odd. Fun though. ^^ I'm glad we can sortakindaish hang out now.
You're always on my mind. One thing I can say, love, I love you all the time.
I went back to James's after the mall, but only for a bit 'cause he had to work this morning. But it is so nice to lay in his arms, breathing him in and feeling his body against mine. He's so delicious, and I am so in love. <3 He makes me giddy inside. <3
You don't realize how much I need you. Love you all the time and never leave you.
I haven't slept. -_- Again. I am so bad at sleeping like someone who's not on crack. I think maybe I should take up speed.... then I could do all kinds of stuff and never have to sleep. And I could lose weight!!
Speaking of speed, I haven't talked to Aeron in a long time... >_> I hope he isn't dead. <3 I miss him. In a lot of ways.
You know darlin', I love only you.
Okay guys, serious time. -_- My mom was sickish again this morning. That same psuedo-heart-attack thing. >_> Scary bananas. She annoys me to no end and makes me madder than anyone in the world, but I don't want her to die. I'm not grown up yet! I still need my mommy. ;-; I'm very worried about her, and I don't know how we'll ever afford it if she DOES have to go to the hospital again. -_-
Semi-related note... my family is sort of falling apart. It's making me sad, but I guess a lot of it is my fault? My dad seems really unhappy lately, and my sisters are both all distant. I guess 'cause I'm never here, but it just depresses me more to be here. Either because we're no longer a relatively closeknit family, or because my parents are always on me about jobs and college and whatnot. And I feel bad because clearly we have limited time to BE a family, because my parents are not young, and Bridget's going to be going to college, and hopefully so will I.... It just makes me feel worse to be here all the time being yelled at or scrutinized or criticized or whatevs. I'd rather be with James.
I love you, I love you, I love you; I think you know by now...
He is truly fantastic. I can't even begin to tell you. ^_____________^ At least I'm happy with him. <3 I wish all of you this happiness in your lives. And bonus happiness to anyone who knows all the songs all of these lyrics are from.
It feels so right, yeah! Hold me tight, let me go on loving you.
Annnywho. Last night was neat! Sherri and Karen and James and I played let's go to the mall. And it was good times. <3 We did girly shoppingy things before James happened, then food, then Uno! And it was good. My sister was there which was odd. Fun though. ^^ I'm glad we can sortakindaish hang out now.
You're always on my mind. One thing I can say, love, I love you all the time.
I went back to James's after the mall, but only for a bit 'cause he had to work this morning. But it is so nice to lay in his arms, breathing him in and feeling his body against mine. He's so delicious, and I am so in love. <3 He makes me giddy inside. <3
You don't realize how much I need you. Love you all the time and never leave you.
I haven't slept. -_- Again. I am so bad at sleeping like someone who's not on crack. I think maybe I should take up speed.... then I could do all kinds of stuff and never have to sleep. And I could lose weight!!
Speaking of speed, I haven't talked to Aeron in a long time... >_> I hope he isn't dead. <3 I miss him. In a lot of ways.
You know darlin', I love only you.
Okay guys, serious time. -_- My mom was sickish again this morning. That same psuedo-heart-attack thing. >_> Scary bananas. She annoys me to no end and makes me madder than anyone in the world, but I don't want her to die. I'm not grown up yet! I still need my mommy. ;-; I'm very worried about her, and I don't know how we'll ever afford it if she DOES have to go to the hospital again. -_-
Semi-related note... my family is sort of falling apart. It's making me sad, but I guess a lot of it is my fault? My dad seems really unhappy lately, and my sisters are both all distant. I guess 'cause I'm never here, but it just depresses me more to be here. Either because we're no longer a relatively closeknit family, or because my parents are always on me about jobs and college and whatnot. And I feel bad because clearly we have limited time to BE a family, because my parents are not young, and Bridget's going to be going to college, and hopefully so will I.... It just makes me feel worse to be here all the time being yelled at or scrutinized or criticized or whatevs. I'd rather be with James.
I love you, I love you, I love you; I think you know by now...
He is truly fantastic. I can't even begin to tell you. ^_____________^ At least I'm happy with him. <3 I wish all of you this happiness in your lives. And bonus happiness to anyone who knows all the songs all of these lyrics are from.