Bang bang, shoot shoot.
I really want to be a total music geek, like Jack Black in High Fidelity, which is a really freaking amazing movie everyone should see. The thing is, I don't have the determination. XD I'm already a bit snobbish about the music I do listen to, and it takes so much effort to find good obscure music anyway, I'd be impossible to talk to. And I don't have the patience to go search for the never-released and secret tracks and demo CDs and stuff. And without doing vinyl, it'd seem fake. XD
I am so lame.
I've been listening to the Across the Universe soundtrack all morning, except when I was listening to Sweeney Todd because Bridget is completely obsesssssed. It's been a good morning. ^^; I want to watch this movie again!! Hopefully this afternoon with Karen and Sherri and James. <3
James... sigh. Guys. I am totally and completely head over heels for him. Telling him I liked him was the greatest thing I have ever done in my whole life. He completes me. And he makes me so happy. SO HAPPY. There are not words in any language for how ridiculously euphoric it is to be with him. ^^; I really hope everyone gets to feel this way sometime. <3
Sorry I've been so moody and angsty and lame lately. And thanks for cheering me up, everyone. <3 You guys all rock. I've just been particularly down because of my inability to get hired anywhere, the impending prospect of school and all that goes with it (will I get accepted? If I do, can I afford it? Why can't I get any scholarships? Will I get a dorm room or apartment? Will James go? I'll need a new car....), and a recent upsurge of really bad memories I'd rather not have. Just too much at once, I guess. I'm totally stressed and feel all worthless and alone, and so I rant to the Intarwebz. Thanks for listening and caring, guys. <3 ^_^
I'll try to be less emotastic, okay?
I am so lame.
I've been listening to the Across the Universe soundtrack all morning, except when I was listening to Sweeney Todd because Bridget is completely obsesssssed. It's been a good morning. ^^; I want to watch this movie again!! Hopefully this afternoon with Karen and Sherri and James. <3
James... sigh. Guys. I am totally and completely head over heels for him. Telling him I liked him was the greatest thing I have ever done in my whole life. He completes me. And he makes me so happy. SO HAPPY. There are not words in any language for how ridiculously euphoric it is to be with him. ^^; I really hope everyone gets to feel this way sometime. <3
Sorry I've been so moody and angsty and lame lately. And thanks for cheering me up, everyone. <3 You guys all rock. I've just been particularly down because of my inability to get hired anywhere, the impending prospect of school and all that goes with it (will I get accepted? If I do, can I afford it? Why can't I get any scholarships? Will I get a dorm room or apartment? Will James go? I'll need a new car....), and a recent upsurge of really bad memories I'd rather not have. Just too much at once, I guess. I'm totally stressed and feel all worthless and alone, and so I rant to the Intarwebz. Thanks for listening and caring, guys. <3 ^_^
I'll try to be less emotastic, okay?