I am back from the dead.
So I slept from 7 AM yesterday to basically 3 AM tonight, except my mom kept waking me up and also I got up to watch House. Which was awesome. ^^; I miss the old guy.
I feel a little better, but I wish I could have kept sleeping... stupid dreams waking me up. -_-
Somehow, my parents seem to have missed the fact that I am kind of depressed... which honestly doesn't surprise me. I just wish they would lay off the yelling and the guilting and the complaining. Telling me how disappointed you are in me doesn't make me more eager to please you. Pointing out that I need a job doesn't make it easier for me to deal with the fact that I am apparently unhireable. I just wish I had somewhere to go.
It's odd that I feel closer to some of my Internet friends (the Erins, Aileen, Louise, Melissa) than I do my real life friends. It made me laugh that everyone who responded to my last post was an Internet friend. XD Ahh life.
Also, I've decided James and I are better as friends and it's too awkward for me to be anything else. It kinda sucks, and I hope it doesn't make things weird, but I think it'll be okay. O_o Boys. Sigh.
I suppose that's all for now.
I feel a little better, but I wish I could have kept sleeping... stupid dreams waking me up. -_-
Somehow, my parents seem to have missed the fact that I am kind of depressed... which honestly doesn't surprise me. I just wish they would lay off the yelling and the guilting and the complaining. Telling me how disappointed you are in me doesn't make me more eager to please you. Pointing out that I need a job doesn't make it easier for me to deal with the fact that I am apparently unhireable. I just wish I had somewhere to go.
It's odd that I feel closer to some of my Internet friends (the Erins, Aileen, Louise, Melissa) than I do my real life friends. It made me laugh that everyone who responded to my last post was an Internet friend. XD Ahh life.
Also, I've decided James and I are better as friends and it's too awkward for me to be anything else. It kinda sucks, and I hope it doesn't make things weird, but I think it'll be okay. O_o Boys. Sigh.
I suppose that's all for now.