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Jul 24, 2005 01:41

why the hell did you let us fall apart?
Do you know how much I did for you?
How much I did for us?
Trying to keep us together ruined me... ruined us
But I'm threw blaming myself because
it takes two, and if you werent going to try
and I knew in my heart you werent trying at all
then I guess you just didnt want me anymore..
There's nothing in me that anyone should want
I'm nothing, an ugly worthless piece of shit right??
I did everything you ever asked of me and more..
I did everything for you because you were my everything
and in the end you ended up with everything and I ended
up with this... this hurt
You took my innocence
You took my heart
You took my money
You took my hand
You took my love
But I guess you never wanted to love me either...
people tell me now that you wanna be my friend...NO
Fuck that shit... if you were a friend you would have
been there for me when i needed you most..like a good friend should have been... but no you are/were to busy with drugs and trying to have sex
with other girls to notice that your so called friend was in need
well fuck you and fuck your life and your feelings I dont give a damn anymore!
So FUCK YOU!
I hope you rot away from those drugs you love so much...
You had everything perfect scottie... everything you ever wanted
and you threw it all away... good luck getting it back... you'll never be the same... all that you are now is a druggie... and a bum
I hope if you read this you hurt I hope you hate me I hope you fucking get your heart broken like I did... I hope your friends abandon you. I hope everythign goes wrong and you end up in jail...
Your no friend... and your no person... I hope you like being a puppet for aaron.. enjoy it while it last's.. he will get bored and find someone new... you think their gonna let you smoke weed for free forever?? ha you must be fucking joking

and you know what I can say all this and feel no guilt... you changed me into this... I feel no guilt for anything I say or anything I did... O and guess what when I cheated on you with kyle... It made me so happy because of that fact I had someone who cared enough to try back... He's so much better than you in every way... and I hope one day you realize that your not gonna find that hot perfect chick with the perfect body and everything... You cant find that unless your in the movies... and I dont think thats going to happen anytime soon. Well you always told me you never wanted to become like your dad... guess what... your turning into him.. and you probably wont find someone like your mom that will love and support you for the rest of your life. I hope you do read this and you feel like crap its pay back for the last 9 months.... You made me feel like shit day and day again but you made me so happy... I dont even know when you started changing into what you are now, when you started lying... I saw it in your eyes. I thought you loved me but I was wrong again and again. And now I hope your world is falling apart... I'm glad your I''m not part of your life now...I would probably have killed myself by now with all the drugs and drinking and you being an asshole... I laugh now knowing that this would have been my life if what ever I did on feb. 25 had not have happened. I've wondered everyday since then what I did that day that made you want to get rid of my that badly... but now i dont even wanna know... I guess its just gonna be your little secret... and you can keep it cuz I dont give a damn what you do or how much crack you wanna do or who you wanna fuck or if you wanna screw me over... I dont care anymore because your just another asshole who turned out like the rest..maybe its me... yeah it is.. but I'm happy now so Thats it forever... I dont want you or anything to do with your life and I feel good because I dont depend on you anymore... on someone who know i cant trust... someone who isnt dependable at all...

So good luck with life and finding that hot girl of your dreams... cause sorry scott but you wont find her... I hope that whore you end up with makes you cry and cry and cry and I hope she kills you for money in your sleep...
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