So here it is
Ah April second.
Its been a good weekend. I have been in a sort of funk. I suppose I am trying to unshackle myself from that. I am very good at what I do as my job/school. But there has definately been something missing, especially since PJ came out for spring break. I love Colorado. Much more than Maryland. But having PJ here made me realize the things I had been missing from what I guess was my "old life".
The biggest thing is probably: friends, in both the specific and non specific sense. I miss specific firends, and I miss having more than 4 of them. Atleast that I can if Im' super bored and just wanna spend a couple hours doing nothing. So then, even though that was the goal in the first place. I'd like to make more friends I guess.
That said, I spent friday with some people I'd never hung out with before from the Agriculture Economics department, I think they enjoyed plying me with drink and getting me to say somewhat foolish things. None the less great time. And now to get out of the funk. I must say to myself:
Do whatever it takes to make yourself happy: vague declaration huh?
Oh well, working out alot more is one of those things. Everything else, we will see how things go and just glide along with the flow. Thats all I can really do right.
Its been a good weekend. I have been in a sort of funk. I suppose I am trying to unshackle myself from that. I am very good at what I do as my job/school. But there has definately been something missing, especially since PJ came out for spring break. I love Colorado. Much more than Maryland. But having PJ here made me realize the things I had been missing from what I guess was my "old life".
The biggest thing is probably: friends, in both the specific and non specific sense. I miss specific firends, and I miss having more than 4 of them. Atleast that I can if Im' super bored and just wanna spend a couple hours doing nothing. So then, even though that was the goal in the first place. I'd like to make more friends I guess.
That said, I spent friday with some people I'd never hung out with before from the Agriculture Economics department, I think they enjoyed plying me with drink and getting me to say somewhat foolish things. None the less great time. And now to get out of the funk. I must say to myself:
Do whatever it takes to make yourself happy: vague declaration huh?
Oh well, working out alot more is one of those things. Everything else, we will see how things go and just glide along with the flow. Thats all I can really do right.